12/30/2025
I wrote a poem tonight about a very serious topic. I have struggled with suicidal thoughts most of my life. A year ago I almost lost that fight. I wrote about how I gave up one night but if I could go back and change it I would. I would have told myself how so much would change and how I would have so much less pain if I didn't make that choice that I made. I've regretted my choice so much. I have vowed to never put my loved ones through that again. There are still struggles but life is so worth living. I'm starting a new job and going back to school. Things are so much better than they were. Never give up. Reach out for help. Call 988, 911 or go to the ER. Talk to a counselor. Never stop seeking help. Reaching out isn't a weakness. It takes incredible strength. I believe in you. Believe in yourself. You can overcome.
A year ago, on New Year’s Eve, I made a choice I have regretted a thousand times since. I was not thinking clearly and I decided to try to end my life. I overdosed on my medication with a dos…
