06/13/2021
This is a story
Similar to mine
But I know not just mines...
So I'm sharing this...
From many hearts and
Hopefully yours it'll find.
I was doomed from the womb
Some say; You see though I was wanted and love...
I'm trying to figure out how much?
Because you pumped your body with drugs. Born a crack baby I was.
You were my first lesson about love.
I get it..No love gained so there you were lost.
All the struggles you were fighting
I just wished I could have been enough for you to have fought.
I was already fighting an advantage diss
Because I'd have to check black
One less
One less job, one less successful black woman.
When it's my dignity they'll try to rob.
We'll always have "subliminal whips and chains" but I needed you to change...
Instill in my brain...
The crown that I reign,
To be a queen, A queen, A Queen
In a world where...
My beauty, my gems,
Are usually reflected with pain.
I needed you to show me
Where that beauty lied.
Cause the world wanted it hidden.
Instead I was forced & kicked
Into the real word.
Forced to be a tiger,
Although I was still just a kitten.
Now I'm smelling the grass
Mama you gave me the venom.
Told you not to trust the man,
Told you I hated him,
When I told you,
You s***k me.
Few years down the line I'm grown
With my own kids.
Still stuck at the age this predator
Had my innocence taken
I was young; you were my hero
But why didn't you save me?