11/19/2025
I am maintaining my songwriting organization memberships...probably until my MRC membership expires in April 2026.
My NSAI membership expires January 1st 2026.
For three decades I've proved I can do it all, yet the so-called "powers-that-be" constantly play "the gatekeeper game" with me.
Honestly, I can't believe this...
I pay for services and I basically get nothing.
The latest excuse from the inner echelon is that I'm not living in Nashville.
No s**t...
It's a huge circle-jerk.
The excuse before that was the "10-year town" excuse.
The one before that was that I wasn't "bringing complete music".
Before that it was I was "bringing music that was complete & the pubs & artists don't want that".
I went to a few pitch events directly in Nashville, and the pub reps either turned my songs down for the same reason four others were accepted.
Another one couldn't believe it when I brought my best, and then acted like I was "in the wrong" because I proved myself by bringing the goods....when The pub rep initially said they "didn't think I could bring it"...& acted "insulted" when I did.
I'm NOT "arrogant" either. Arrogant would be claiming that I could do it, and then not doing anything.
Confidence is saying that I can (when asked to) and bringing it.
It's not that I expect "yes" all the time (that's unrealistic).
I'm not just merely a jr highschool level "poet laureate" and I'm not just a "wa**er" on an out-of-tune instrument, either.
I'm getting tired of people treating me like I am.
I have always been supportive of my peers and I don't think any less of anyone else who can't do exactly what I do (so I end up supporting others in co-writs & collaborations), but when I'm told by "the industry suits" to "bring it" and I DO...then they start pontificating their nonsense (bouncing back and forth between the songwriter point-of-view and the artist point-of-view) AS IF I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND, I start to sense the insults.
Otherwise, I feel like I've wasted a lot of MY time...& that THEY wasted MY time and money.
Money can be recovered, but time cannot.
What a complete waste of my time.
Regards,
Tommy Roc