11/20/2020
Iโm writing this post because I feel like I need to share how important it is to understand this one thing, be yourself no matter what people think of you or what society thinks beauty or standards should be. You gotta remember that no matter how you dress or portray yourself, doesnโt make you a slut, a bad person, rebel, disgusting, fat, weird or whatever name in the book that someone wants to give you. What you do for yourself or for your life, is no ones business but yours! Plus 90% of the time, people donโt even know the true facts or things going on in your life. So when someone speaks negatively on you and your life, it stems from past trauma, jealousy, or something they donโt like about themselves. Drown out their words because they donโt matter. Thereโs some people in my family that canโt wrap their heads around who I am. Over the years Iโve gotten more and more tattoos, changed my wardrobe, changed my hair and how I wear make up. But thatโs okay because everyone deserves to feel more like themselves, itโs called self expression. And Iโve gained confidence I didnโt once have caz I gave myself such a hard time on how I looked and how much I weighed, so much so that I use to hide in my clothes. Iโve been a Tom boy for as long as I can remember, and would wear the baggiest clothing because I couldnโt stand how curvy I was. Whether I was skinny or not, I couldnโt stand to show an ounce of skin. Now I donโt care if I wear shorts or low cut tshirts or dresses that show off my curves. Iโve gained the confidence to do so caz I love myself for who I am. Iโm not afraid to hide from the world. Iโve learned to embrace my curves and the stretch marks given to me from the fluctuation of weight and two pregnancies. Itโs who I am and I wonโt let some silly words change that. Iโve been called some shady names, even by the people I love most. But all I can do is wish them the best and keep moving forward and keep focusing on me and what makes me happy. If they donโt care enough to want the same thing for me as I do for them, itโs just a shame and I gotta let that s**t go๐๐ผ๐๐ผ remember to love yourself and freely express and embrace the badass you are!!โฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธ
