Poetic Thoughts by Melissa

Poetic Thoughts by Melissa This is a page to hold all my poetry for the enjoyment of others or whatever. Love responsibly lol

01/21/2024

I hate it when I feel this way
Like you're not really mine
Like we're not on the same page
And I can't get any of your time
It hurts me deep inside
Whenever I feel like this
I wish we were good again
Wish I could feel your kiss
But it might be getting easier
Everytime this happens again
Maybe closer to moving on
Living life without my friend
My heart hurts really bad
That much is true
Wondering where this will end
When I'll stop loving you
Probably that will never happen
And this will just keep going
Someday it won't hurt as bad
I can feel the numbness growing

09/27/2023

There's a lot things in this world
That don't make much sense
And there's some concepts in life
Where I'm still on the fence
And every single day I live
I really feel like I'm winging it
Like I don't know what I'm doing
Just barely getting through s**t
But the day that I met you
The ground became more stable
My mind became clear
My soul became able
I was so sure that it was destiny
That I'd finally got it right
I'd found my missing piece
And life wouldn't be such a fight
You left, said it wasn't goodbye
Sent my world into a tailspin
Had to adjust to this new life
And couldn't figure out why
I still don't know how I really feel
The ground beneath me isn't still
The only thing I really know now
Is I love you and always will

07/05/2023

Why did you think it was ok
To ever treat me that way
Marks will disappear
But the memories will stay
I thought you might be different
That you may be someone rare
Someone who would come in my life
And actually treat me with care
But you were worse than the rest
Because you took away my choice
Left me feeling worthless, shamed
And completely without a voice
But it's all over now
Peace I will eventually find
Forget the evil I encountered
Leave those memories behind

07/01/2023

I hope that when you find her
Something will let you know
Hope you'll realize her worth
And never let her go
I hope all this time searching
Wasn't all in vane
I hope when she comes along
You can forget all your pain
I hope you open up to her
And give every part of you
I hope you love her deeply
I hope she loves you too
And if she doesn't love you
The way you need to be
I hope that you remember
You'll always have me
And I'll pick you back up
Wipe away all of your tears
I'll tape the pieces of your heart
And try to calm your fears
When you get back in the horse
And search for her again
I'll sit back and love you quietly
Content to be your friend

06/27/2023

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05/29/2023

I promise to be delicate and gentle
With your heart if you are with mine
I can promise to stay beside you
And consider you all the damned time

I can promise to always be honest
And never to lead you astray
To keep you safe and hold your trust
Because I'd want it that way

I know you don't like "forever"
Because of what you've been through
So I'll keep that in mind
And I won't say that to you

How about "as long as I can"
Because that's something I can do
And if we're being honest
"Forever" is never really true

"As long as you'll let me"
I will be right here
"As long as you'll allow me"
To hold you so near

And I know it's super scary
It is for me too
But I'm willing to give it all a try
As long as it's with you

05/05/2023

Where are you now
Did you get out of the wilderness
Did you finally fix all the things
That made your life a mess
Or are you still down there
Finding your way through the dark
Still fighting all those demons
Trying to tear you apart
Are you still trudging along
Looking for light in your life
Dealing with the depression
Your soul full of strife
I really hope you're ok
I wish you the very best
I'm hoping you can find the good
And let go of all the rest
I hope you still remember
You don't have to be alone in your fear
I'll even sit beside you in silence
As long as you know I'm here
And if you need help slaying dragons
I'll go ahead and help with that too
Because I'd do whatever its gonna take
To bring you back to you

05/05/2023

If I'd have known it'd end like this
Would I have loved you anyway
It's something I've thought about
Heard a million country songs say
The pain of how you left was so great
Ripped my heart and shook my core
I found myself at my worst
When I knew I wouldn't hold you anymore
Losing you felt as close to death I've known
Like I'd never find myself again
It felt like my world collapsed
And I lost my best friend
But when we were together I never felt higher
You really made my soul sing
I found myself excited every night
To see what the next day would bring
I felt safe and loved by you
The way a person really should
And I had no idea it would end
No idea why it ever would
You added so much to my world
Gave me wings so I could fly
A renewed confidence in love
Forgetting hurts gone by
It felt so good, right, and true
Then you crushed my world in a day
But I understand all those country songs cause
I would have loved you anyway

It's been over a month nowSince you left us all behindSince you left this worldTo whatever's next that you findI'll admi...
05/04/2023

It's been over a month now
Since you left us all behind
Since you left this world
To whatever's next that you find
I'll admit that I handled it well
Probably didn't allow myself to feel
But now it's all coming in strong
And I can't pretend it isn't real
Sh*ts been crazy since you left
I keep picking up the phone to call
Then I remember you're not there
And it's up to me after all
Up to me to figure everything out
No more advice coming over the line
No more arguing over football
Or you telling me I'd be fine
And it hurts how I never imagined
I'd have never believed it was true
That you'd ever leave us
Or how bad I'd miss you
But I'll remember all you said
And I'll really be fine
This is but a moment
In a vast amount of time

11/15/2022

I've been dreaming in color
Seeing all that we could be
While waiting around for you
To see a future in me
My heart's been beating for you
My souls lost in singing
Holding onto all the goodness
Your existence has been bringing
Am I holding tight to something
That's going to lead nowhere
No amount of wishing
No amount of prayer
Maybe you're not that one
Not really meant to be
Maybe this partnership
Isn't meant for me
I need to let you go
Need to get you gone
But my heart is breaking
And I am not so strong
I know what needs done
I know what I should say
But my feet refuse to move
When I should walk away

11/15/2022

I'd travel many miles
Just to be near you
And swim many rivers
Just to see your view
I'd climb the highest mountain
To feel your warm embrace
And fight the largest lions
To gaze upon your face
I'd walk through so much fire
Just to see your smile
And wrestle a grizzly bear
To hold you for awhile
I'll admit that I'm nuts
Bat s**t crazy it's true
But I'd do almost anything
Just to be with you

11/15/2022

I think I must have known you
Maybe in some other time
I must have held your heart
Maybe you held mine
When I looked into your eyes
The connection felt so real
Like memories from a past life
That I can currently feel
Maybe we were one
A long long time ago
Had something really special
That timelines cannot slow
Maybe it's not right this time
I'm destined to be a friend
But perhaps we will love
When time rolls around again

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