SeductiveSeaweed

03/20/2025

Forgot to post yesterday!:

🏳️‍⚧️3/19/2025 🏳️‍⚧️

Three years ago I came out as Nonbinary trans Femme. One year ago 3/19/2024, I started feminizing Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT). Lowering my testosterone & increasing my estrogen production, for those who don't know. These days, I mostly just view myself as a woman.

Like a lot of trans people, I came out as nonbinary first. Dipping my toes in the waters of gender non-conformity. Also like many trans people, I questioned if I was "trans enough" for HRT. I would think things like: "Do I even have dysphoria" & "I don't have it as bad as other trans people". I thought I wasn't deserving, I didn't think it was a necessity to me like it was others.

I had already gotten prescribed my meds, and had already started taking my Spironalactone (anti-testosterone). But I remember pacing nervously to actually take my estrogen. I pushed myself to finally just do it.

A year later, I wonder why I didn't do it sooner. I wish, I had the language, knowledge, & self understanding when I was younger so I could have started then. More than I ever have before I feel the most myself. I love my body more than I ever have. I love my soft skin, I love my hair, I love my chest, I love my tummy, my face, all of it. I've loved creating stronger friendships with women than I ever have in the past. I love how more connected with my emotions I feel & I love that I feel less inhibited to be myself.

Thank you to the many amazing people who have supported me during such a drastic change in my life. Thank you to all my best friends, who are mostly men, for always being my brothers & for accepting me as your sister. Thank you to all the amazing women I've met over the last few years who welcomed me lovingly to womanhood & have looked out for me 💖🖤.

p.s. do you know how nice it is to look in the mirror everyday & think "look at that cutie" 🥰

10/31/2024

Seaweed stonks are back on the rise again! 💹💹💚

10/29/2024

October Fun 🍂, Dump & life updates!:

I think 33 looks nice on me 😍🥰!!

This year is probably one of the most consequential of my life.I think the last being 2011 when I joined the Navy! But 2024 was the year I started feminizing HRT, Finished my bachelor's at Columbia University during some of it's history book events over the last 5 years & ofc saw at Madison Square Gardens for one of the best shows I've ever been to.

When I first decided I was going to start HRT I was hesitant. What if I didn't like the results? what if I was wrong & came out just to detransition? What if I was "faking it" (which is stupid)? What if I couldn't handle the misogyny & transphobia?

I held on to my estradiol (estrogen) for a week or so before I worked up the courage & injected myself with 20mg of the ✨girl juice✨. I did it in a fleeting moment of desire & courage. Since that day 3/19/2024 🗓️ I have been taking 20 mg once every other week as well as Spironalactone 5mg daily to stop my testosterone production. I had started to see & feel the developments in days. I've only recently stopped because my total estrogen count has been WAY too with a pre-menopausal cis women's range should be around 30-200 mine has been at 900 which is first trimester pregnancy levels. Which has been giving morning sickness & fatigue, unfortunately. So, I've since halted my estrogen to go back to baseline so I can start back up at a smaller dose.

Compared to 8 months ago however, it's night & day. I've been yearning to get back on my estrogen like it's addictive (it's not lol). I've become so much more relaxed & falling right into myself & not trying to hold any of it back anymore. My closest friends say they can see how much happier I am & I believe them. I see myself in the mirror & it makes me smile & feel confident. I'm the most I've ever weighed but the best I've ever felt in my body. I want to exercise more & be healthier, but even how it is now I think it's beautiful. I never used to feel that way. I also love my past self more than he did, which is an odd feeling to describe. It was clearly the right choice.

10/13/2024

Typical Bachelor party 💁‍♀️

10/09/2024

My new glasses came in! got my eyes checked. & they are still 20/20 with a minor prescription for nearsightedness. I'm ngl tho, I've always thought glasses would be cute on me! And I think these frames are a W! Seems like I'll be driving up for my best friend's wedding so I think I'll actually use them then lol! 🤓

10/05/2024

https://www.instagram.com/p/DAOmL_Hvx0b/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

09/22/2024

New hair!! + meme/photo dump! Been so much going on since I last posted on here. Finished school at Columbia, getting ready to be a part of my best friends wedding next month, seeing Charli xcx tomorrow & so much more coming up. Transition has also really sped up & my estrogen has been too high lol. Also gonna be live today for our 12th session of D&D Stories Of Ghad around 2:30 EDT so be sure to click my link bio to come hang!!

***r

01/29/2024

I'm streaming now on Twitch! Don't miss out & come join the fun and chat with chat and myself!

Playing games and annoying you with politics & culture with a leftist edge.