06/11/2022
On Monday June the 6th.i lost the love of my life and my best friend.we were together for 17 years.penny was my world.to have to try and save my only real love and then be told that she is gone.was the worst thing in life.i can't understand why she was taken from me.and why good people r always thr ones to be lost when the world is so full of ugly people in soul and mind.why not one of them.i will probablynever understand the reason why.i beat myself up everyday trying to think was there something more I could have done.or was there something I missed.i would give everything I own to have 5 more seconds more with her to hold her and tell her I love you.so please if u love someone please do it now.5 minutes from now u may not have that chance.this is the hardest thing I have ever went though.i hope she she knew just how much I loved her.thats a question will I have to live with.we all have no idea of went its going to be to late.
