12/29/2020
I love my Savior Jesus Christ so much. There is truly no sufficient words to discribe that. He has filled my life with Joy and goodness in more ways then I can count. I'm amazed every time he helps me, blesses me, and provides me with exactly what I need, even without me asking. I'm so thankful for the life I have especially to have Jesus apart of it. I know 100% it's because of Him I am who I am today.
I dont have a perfect life nor will it ever be that ways on earth, but I know it's because of Him that it feels perfect. It feels complete. I wouldn't trade it for any other. Jesus is my everything! It's because of Him that I am in Nauvoo serving my mission, I know it's because of him that I am able to help bring the truthfulness of His Gospel to the lives of many other people around me! I have learned more then Ever this year to lean on the Lord. I have learned to turn over my troubles and heartache to Him, to turn over all that makes me feel inadequate and unworthy. Though this year was hard and I faced my own storms, I have also learned to turn my Joy to the Lord. To turn my happiness and accomplishments, to turn my trust and loyalty to Him. Jesus isnt just someone who takes away darkness, but He's also someone who brings light- Light to all those who are seeking for it, but also to those who dont know they want it. So yes, this year was a hard one, but we faced it got through it, and are almost in a new one.
This year I invite you all to remember all that happend. The good the bad, the sad and happy. The joy the pain, the dark and light. Remember what It did and what it took away, remember how it hurt and how it was healed. Most of all remember who got you through. Your mom your dad, your sister or brother. Your Aunt your Uncle, your cousin or friend, but most of all remember that Lord. Without Him we wouldn't of survived. Remember the little blessing the little tender mercies, remember that friend that just happen to be there or that text that came out of nowhere. Remember those memories you made with your family or that time you were able to help someone who couldn't do it for themselves. Keep remember all that made this year good, so you can look back one day and say it was good, and that you did it. you mad it through, because of those little things that made it worth remembering!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
Cheers to the next one!!