My Dark Heart

My Dark Heart There is Beauty in the Dark
It's where a mind can hide

03/03/2026
I know how this feelsAll I ever wanted was to be like Her..til I didn't.I fought for her when she didn't know,I cried fo...
02/22/2026

I know how this feels
All I ever wanted was to be like Her..
til I didn't.
I fought for her when she didn't know,
I cried for her heartaches.
I tried to do well in school
but she was the best
I tried to be cool
but she laid that to rest
Mom openly loved her
chastised me for my infractions.
Offered me $ for grades but never helped me
She
she was / Is my role model but never er speaks to me.
so...
I'll just remember when we used to laugh and cry plot and plan, we'd live in the biggest houses right across the street. Our babies would grow up together on how our lives would play out.
She won't speak and neither will IGod's,I love
her and miss her
but SHE HAS HER SECRETS AND I HAVE MINE

I love her
Michelle Amerson

02/06/2026

Just me...hyperactive and neurotic

Just Saying.....🦋Tessie Moore❤️
02/06/2026

Just Saying.....🦋
Tessie Moore❤️

02/06/2026

am I making a million posts? yes. why? there’s $842 on the line that facebook will pay me if I hit the goal. all I need is you to push every freaking button you see when you see a post from me.

even if you wanna tell me to f**k off… i welcome every ounce of every kinda energy rn 😅

02/05/2026

I finally came alive. It only took a nervous breakdown, a flood of unkind memories in which I was repeatedly told how much of a failure I was. I was beaten and left to sit through the pain while I mothered my children. Sure, I got out after 16 of the most demoralizing years of abuse witnessed by my Treasures. Why didn't I leave? I never understood why someone can ask a person that with no feelings of remorse. I tell those people, 'Gee, I don't think I ever thought about that, please rock my world with the sage advice passed down to you from the Almighty in the sky.' The truth is so bitter that I have trouble even thinking about it. Also, there's fear, that damning feeling that lies to you and says, 'If I'm quiet, maybe he won't come after me.' But then there's a fear of him going after my babies. I'll die before him or anyone comes at them with aggression. I'll always be that way. They're all grown up, and now there's just me. I have fear of fear. It's an unending cycle that my overthinking plays along with. I cry for who I wanted to be. Then I get mad because I'm crying. After that, I'm just a lump of emotions simmering and waiting for their turn to sabotage anything positive I might have going. I'm no longer too fragile for the world. This is my online journal. Mayhap someone who is looking for inspiration might scroll through. This is part of the healing journey. Welcome 🦋

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