04/08/2023
we need to spend time giving grace not judgement
an ear to listen, not a opinion of how things could be if i had made all these decisions that i never had the chance to make. out of all my limited choices if i could have made the right decisions than I would have. understand none of them were even in the line up at the time. I chose the best one for my particular circumstance. I take full responsibility for my life and my situations. i have tried all my life to be there for everyone, and I've needed help and carried to much pride and embarrassment
to ask for help. however when I do ask for help it would be humbling but very very grateful for the assistance. Being without a home and having a human that needs 24 hour medical care, and someone needing to be with him at all times, then me out trying to find a job and a place to live, and all of us in a program has not been easy to say the least. help in this time would save us from hunger and despair . it would certainly give me hope in humanity again because all I've seen is if it does not benefit them immediately then they don't show up or honor there word. I know this to shal pass but im hoping people have not turned into this reality and my prayer is that I don't forget where i have walked in the valleys , so i can always have a heart for the broken, abandoned, and hungry people who have no address, and need some warm food in there bellies. that's probably why He is walking me through this mess because I already said I am willing. In Him I love , live , and have my hope. Thank you for conquering sin and death, so I am free indeed.
We all need a break sometimes
