09/17/2026
Last Disneyland trip of 2025, I was over 200lbs on my 5’5” frame and I was struggling. Not “let’s pace ourselves” struggling. Genuinely struggling to keep up in my own happy place.
That was the moment I got honest with myself.
I’d spent almost a decade spinning my wheels. Doing “the right things.” Still stuck. Still tired. Still not myself.
And then last winter, I watched my grandma leave this world. My grandma who always told me I was a real-life princess and that magic was real. Near the end, she talked about how she’d felt locked in a prison in her own body her whole adult life.
That broke something open in me.
I knew right then and there I wasn’t going to let that be my story too.
Not for me. Not for my kids. Not for the version of me who still believes in the magic.
So I “started over” again. For real this time.
I’m rebuilding my body after babies, after a decade of stuck, after grief and I’m showing you exactly what I’m doing and how.
That includes the ONE thing I added to my macro counting and workouts that finally got my body responding again.
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