02/17/2024
Post taken from , I just related heavy to it & wanted to share in regard to the inspiration to my upcoming EP and to share somewhat of a story.
I don’t know if you know me, but I am a loud person.
My energy is loud. I’m the guy that drives around with a loud eight cylinder in my car and 2 12-inch subwoofers blasting crazy Dubstep music (surprise, surprise). I post my crazy feelings on the internet, I’m always screaming motivational positive s**t to people.
Anyways. Let’s rewind to November when I was finishing up my second EP shortly after the devastating house fire that my family went through at the start of the month.
My subwoofers blew while mixing my second EP, “M.I.N.D.,” I had no bass left to mix with. I’ve jammed with these same subwoofers since high school, I went through college with the same ones!
Beginning of December, I moved into a new apt in ABQ alone after the house fire, and was faced with so much silence and loneliness to be honest. I had to reflect on what the f**k just happened. In one month. I’m so glad my family was okay. But so upset it happened. It happened so fast. Like WTF JUST HAPPENED?! I’m just happy I still had a job, still was just breathing. But it was so hard to catch a break.
I continued to produce my upcoming EP, “Psychotic Lullabies” on my off time without really being able to test it out with bass since I had no subwoofers.
I installed new subwoofers in my car yesterday and I’m pretty impressed to be honest.
Just crazy to be honest how silence and no stimulation can impact your own body, mind, and soul. I had to let that s**t out somehow. And it has been cooking up in this music that I have been producing.
All in all, thank you for reading. I’m glad to see another day, and I hope you are happy to see one too. You deserve it. That’s why you woke up.