20/08/2026
Tbh I almost didn't post this because I didn’t think it’s “good enough”. But that's exactly why I did 🤪
I’ve been caught up for most of my life with wanting things to be perfect. And the fear of not being able to achieve perfection, and being seen failing, often becomes such a huge mental block in my artistic and creative process. Like, I would try my hand at something like a new dance genre and think very quickly that I’m not naturally born with the talent to do it, so I abandon the attempt to avoid dealing with the shame of my perceived failure.
But in the past few months since I committed to making content around creativity and self-care, I’ve been a lot more intentional with deprioritizing perfection, and making space for fun and spontaneity, and just being more childish! And while I still have lots of room to grow, I already feel lighter and freer in my creativity. And being more able to express myself with less self-imposed judgement has also been great for my mental health!
So what if this video isn’t perfect?! I had so much fun playing and experimenting and learning what I like and don’t like with editing, and I think it comes through. I’m happy with it, flaws and all, and I hope it brought you some joy too 🫰🏻
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