GunnArts

GunnArts Hi! I'm Emil/Gunn, and this is, well, my art! Here i put up all the things i create for you to behold. I hope you'll like it.

The yearning for order in a chaotic mind.....or what do you see?
28/02/2026

The yearning for order in a chaotic mind...
..or what do you see?

The final hour of 2025...Trigger warning: The text touches on the loss of a loved one. If you have issues with the subje...
31/12/2025

The final hour of 2025...

Trigger warning: The text touches on the loss of a loved one. If you have issues with the subject i wish you a Happy New Year and that yoy may find joy in the coming year. 💙

On to the text:

What a year it was. It all felt promising in the first 5 months. I had been on well-needed sick leave, felt more energetic by each day and felt like i had a plan going forward. Then it took a turn for the worse by mid spring with too much uncertainty about my own future and such (unemployed since spring 2022), and then by autumn it ended on the worst kind of note as my father suddenly and unexpectedly passed away in early November (the day after my last upload).

Been meaning to upload this progress picture earlier this month, but i couldn't. I didn't feel ready. I started on it on the evening of the day my father passed away, and there's a feeling of sadness to it that i only want to touch on whenever the time is right. Time will tell if i do more work on it. Right now i'll let it rest.

It's been a rollercoaster of emotions for the last month and a half. A lot of tears and sadness and emptiness, but also a lot of warmth and love shown from the people around me. It has been a huge comfort, and i find that it becomes easier to breathe for each passing day. But i miss him, and i guess that feeling will stick with me for years to come. One day at a time. ❤️‍🩹

With that said; Here's hoping for a better, or at least calmer, 2026. Take care of each other out there, cherish the time spent with your loved ones, and may you find joy in the year to come.

With much love,
Gunn ❤️

To unwind and upload...It's been some time since i last shared anything on this page. Life has been a lot to deal with, ...
09/11/2025

To unwind and upload...

It's been some time since i last shared anything on this page. Life has been a lot to deal with, and while i have drawn almost every day since last time, i haven't found myself willing or able to share any of it. There just hasn't been energy enough.

But as the days have grown darker i've instead found myself a tiny spark of life to nurture. To go somewhere you have to move, maybe not physically but at least mentally, and sharing my thoughts and creations on here does help a lot with moving forward ever so slightly.

So i will try to use this tool more often going forward.

I won't promise that i'll upload more frequently. Life is still life, and i still find myself struggling with trying to navigate a world seemingly not built for a person like me, but as with most things i still also learn how to better navigate those treacherous waves, and i also learn more and more about what to hold on to and which to let go of.

There is a path forward, and i still sail onwards towards that beautiful horizon.

One day at a time...

With endless love // Gunn

Progress..... or Evolution? Or maybe both?What began as an idea of some planet-consuming cosmic "dragon" has during the ...
09/05/2025

Progress..... or Evolution? Or maybe both?

What began as an idea of some planet-consuming cosmic "dragon" has during the past 2 years continuously "evolved" into a cosmic aberration of eyes that observes everything and nothing.

It's all a slow process, this never-ending and at times seemingly futile drawing, but like life itself it flows and ebbs in chaotic currents of projects and events that slowly forms themselves into reality.

One day i'll finish them..... or maybe never. It's the process of progression that counts though, and i do whatever i can to roll the ball in the right direction.

The road is just a bit bumpy and at times quite unclear...
.. But i roll on.

Wishing you few that still follows me a decent, maybe even great, friday + weekend.

Until next time: Love//Gunn

Continuous work...The first month of this new year has gone by very fast, and the drawings are continuously being added ...
29/01/2025

Continuous work...

The first month of this new year has gone by very fast, and the drawings are continuously being added to for each passing day (albeit very slow). Life is getting better though despite all the craziness around the world. Less than a month left on my 3-month sick leave that started in late November, and only time will tell where life'll go from there.

One day at a time, my friends.

One say at a time...

#2025

A friday mood, as simple as it can be. Pen, paper, music and snow to stave off the anxiety wrought from the current stat...
22/11/2024

A friday mood, as simple as it can be.

Pen, paper, music and snow to stave off the anxiety wrought from the current state of my life and the world as a whole. A calm lagoon in the increasing hurricane, a ray of sunshine that breaks through the stormy clouds, a glimmer of light in the darker and darker nights. I feast as well as i can on these things, letting them nurture that hope inside of me that never truly fades. All as it should be, at least here and now.

I wish you all the same.

With love
Gunn 🩶

Fallen...After a long time of recovery i've fallen down again, currently overwhelmed and exhausted by the state of my li...
18/11/2024

Fallen...

After a long time of recovery i've fallen down again, currently overwhelmed and exhausted by the state of my life and the overall state of the world and the feelings and thoughts that's been brought up by it. It's just too much to handle right now, so back to the things that help: peace of mind through rest, music, writing, drawing, talking, walking, as well as allowing myself to feel and to be in those feelings so that i can find my path forwards again.

With love,
Gunn 🩶

Regarding the picture: A drawing that i began working on last year, then left it untouched for many months, and now i'm back on it again. Will i finish it now? Uncertain. It just felt right to pick it up again, like i've done with so many drawings before.

The chaos of being... The first day of september, and fall is starting to creep in with its longer nights and chilling w...
01/09/2024

The chaos of being...

The first day of september, and fall is starting to creep in with its longer nights and chilling weather (though summer will probably stay a little while longer, at least over here). What better way is there to celebrate this than to share a drawing from fall last year, a creation drawn from mental exhaustion and overwhelming anxiety, a condition and mental state that i've been struggling with throughout the year as i've learned, and still learn, on how to deal with my adhd + autism diagnos from last year. Along with this i've struggled with the acceptance of turning 40 (1 and a half month left of 39 as of this moment) while still being unemployed and not knowing what, where or when this will end, nor knowing the amount of work i'll be able to handle once i do find something.

But i'll get there, eventually. Life finds a way, as long as you trust and believe it will, and as long as you do what feels right and true for you. Trust that feeling in your gut. One thing, one day at a time, as they say.

One thing, one day at a time.

It'll be alright.

Love//Gunn 💙

Lately i've been dealing...Dealing with my adhd and autism...Dealing with my lack of energy and motivation...Dealing wit...
29/04/2024

Lately i've been dealing...

Dealing with my adhd and autism...
Dealing with my lack of energy and motivation...
Dealing with my economic situation...
Dealing with the loss of direction in my life and how to find my way upwards and forward...
Dealing with accepting the passage of time and myself getting older...
Dealing with my feelings, my thoughts, my purpose, my sense of self, my mental health...
Dealing with friends and family and the tough things they've also had to deal with...

Dealing and dealing and dealing and dealing and dealing and dealing and dealing and dealing and...
..Healing? ❤️‍🩹

Lifesigns...Life has been a lot of things for the past year, most of it too much to handle, especially during the last 2...
29/01/2024

Lifesigns...

Life has been a lot of things for the past year, most of it too much to handle, especially during the last 2 months of the year. While things are still rough at times and it feels like i'm walking on that fine line of burnout, i'm slowly making my way forward, learning more and more about my diagnosis and how to navigate life in a manner that works for me.

Drawing has been a big help during these past 2 months especially, along with huge doses of music, and this drawing is one of the things brought into existence during this time. It feels good to create and to feel creative. It feels good to slowly reconnect to that feeling. One day, one hour, one minute at a time. Breathe in, breathe out. Let go to let in. One line into another. 💙

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