Chai and chaos

Chai and chaos -MAAHIN RABNAWAZ.
-writer-artist
-Just a curious soul spilling her thoughts.

Love; a rivalry of fire and water,A cascade of passion and lust. ...
13/06/2020

Love; a rivalry of fire and water,
A cascade of passion and lust.

@ Quetta, Pakistan

“Mesmerising, hypnotic but forlorn.”Painted this one when I was about 14-15. Sharing it now cuz awien Dil kr rha tha lol...
10/06/2020

“Mesmerising, hypnotic but forlorn.”

Painted this one when I was about 14-15. Sharing it now cuz awien Dil kr rha tha lol. It’s acrylics on canvas (pencil nhi use ki maine 😁). Not quite happy with the background but whatever.

-// Unwritten letters to you//- #5I sit here staring into mere space , I can see you through the fading light. Our last ...
05/06/2020

-// Unwritten letters to you//-
#5
I sit here staring into mere space , I can see you through the fading light. Our last conversation. I barely remember what you said. But I remember melting into your eyes that pulled me into the abyss that were you; colder than a winter night’s breeze yet warmer than anything I had ever felt. I remember your fixated gaze, cascading utter serenity and profound admiration. I remember the arch of your lips, deliberate and uncanny. Your unusual frisky voice, mounting hills on my skin. I remember you smiling at me , your dented cheeks; the void of my existence!
I don’t see you anymore , you’re far away but the thought of your touch still raises the hair on the back of my neck. Oh what will I not give to have that moment again just once maybe.You’re my best memory but memories, good or bad, hurt. It hurts not having you here, not having to take in your scent, not having to annoy you, it just hurts. The memory of you, it hurts...

Dil ❤️-No caption series 2/3 Tags
03/06/2020

Dil ❤️
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03/06/2020

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Pictures. Why is taking a picture our first instinct at the sight of something absolutely mesmerising?Photos don’t obey ...
19/05/2020

Pictures.
Why is taking a picture our first instinct at the sight of something absolutely mesmerising?
Photos don’t obey any laws of time and age. They freeze moments , encapsulate feelings and emotions and preserve them just as they were in their second of being. They’re nothing like memories. Memories obey the principles of time and age. They get lost to our subconscious. They can be altered; forgotten. You can’t relive memories, everytime you think you do, you’re really just creating another one. Sure memories never die, but what if they’re the bad ones. You can’t really get rid of them can you? They stay. But if it’s a bad photo , you can just shred it or burn it or delete and whoosh it’s gone. Memories are only as good as long as they’re the good ones , the ones we want to last. And like my friend says “ memories , good or bad, hurt.” On the other hand , you get to choose what photo you wanna keep and what not. It’s all really a mirage. Memories or photos, maybe they’re no different. Maybe they’re just an escape. Our escape from realities. The refusal to accept our present.
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————————A love suchlike water “ a desert blessing , an ocean curse”He had, but never wanted her She loved, but never had...
21/01/2020

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A love suchlike water
“ a desert blessing , an ocean curse”
He had, but never wanted her
She loved, but never had him
Like the waves reaching out to the moon,
But never touching it.
“Dawn went down to day
Nothing good did stay”
The leaves left the trees
The skies turned gray
Hope did not soar high
Marooned, on an island of despair
But the sun shone bright
After dark doth follow light
Love was the plunger
A play of conceit
Vulnerable to which
Are those who believe
But who can doubt truth to be a liar
“The sun itself sees not until heaven clears”
John green / Robert frost / Shakespeare
Inspired.
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—————————————-In the darkest of days I find loneliness and despairAway from the bright flaresIn a world of hardshipsPrea...
18/12/2019

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In the darkest of days
I find loneliness and despair
Away from the bright flares
In a world of hardships
Preaching my fortune counting on the hopes that patronise me
a world of worries
A world of hardships
This isn’t what I covet to endure
The days of agony and austerity are all gone
The days of aspirations are here
I have you by my side
Ready to tend me with pride
You’ve shone upon me all your light
From the depths of your heart.
You have me somewhere in sight.
We love we laugh
We cry we sob
We live our best
Reasoning that we’ll always be so
Forgetting that shadows won’t flit until we reach the dark
The darkest of days are now back
Intentioned to stay eternally
All I need is you by my side
Will you consider becoming my back?
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It’s my first poem ever(prolly 3 yrs old) plz just bear with me 😅

Part : 3“I see you’re letting your hair grow again. ““Yes, why ?”“Great ! I love them that way. “ , she said perkily wit...
12/12/2019

Part : 3

“I see you’re letting your hair grow again. “
“Yes, why ?”
“Great ! I love them that way. “ , she said perkily with rosy cheeks.
“You’re cute. “, he declared admirably amused at her brisk playfulness.
They were walking back from the carnival It was almost midnight. The streets were vacant and there was a peaceful silence where both of them could almost hear each other breathing. They walked deliberately under the starry sky as if neither of them knew where they were going.
“It’s weird. “
“What’s weird?” , he asked.
“The way you make me feel. “
“And honey how do I make you feel?”
He asked inquisitively.
“I’m the real one around you.“, she sighed.
“Do I , like , open you up?” He leaned in towards her.
“You do. You make me feel like I could be anything. “, she exclaimed with the brightest gleam in her eyes.
“I don’t care if my face is oily or my hair are all messed up. I can go from being a stubborn little baby to being the wisest version of me...anything and everything......“ (continued in comments)

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