His misery is the key to be truly free.

His misery is the key to be truly free. His haven— where he can say everything he wants to, but in a form of a poem.

13/11/2024

Life

For days I have thought,
For the things I could have been,
For months I gave in to the sorrows that I couldn’t ever imagine experiencing.

For years I have yearned,
For a peace that’s never ending— but not unsettling,
Rather, a peace that’s worth cherishing and worth living.

Life is something I could not imagine,
What is life without suffering,
What is life without hurting,
What is life that is worth living?

Is there a life like that,
And can my questions be really answered by those people who have experienced that?

17/05/2024

Finally, he is free.
Now, he stands with integrity and humility.
Not minding uncontrollable things seamlessly,
Because he finally realized.

Life is indeed unpredictable,
Try to swim against it,
And you ’ll be swayed by the waves,
Lost and dazed.

Flames in his eyes were ignited,
The doors were finally opened,
His dreams retracted,
“Back on track.”, he said.

He left the Void,
Feeling excited by the waves of life,
As his eyes shone brightly, but softly.
For the first time, he felt free.

- 💼

16/05/2024

Kamusta ka,
Ayos ka lang ba,
Ako pa rin ba,
Oh may iba na?

Alam mo ba,
Miss na kita,
At hindi ko na kaya,
Na mag-tiis pa.

Miss na miss na kita,
Nakakainis ka,
Nagmumukha na akong tanga rito oh,
Ayoko na maging assumero.

Time pers muna bro,
Hahanapin ko muna ang sarili ko,
Sana sa pag-balik ko,
Gusto mo na rin ako.

- church boy

12/05/2024

Halos wala naman ata akong pake sa’yo noong una,
Ngunit noong dumating ang buwan ng Enero,
Napaniginipan kita.

Napaniginipan kita nang sunod-sunod,
Na tila ito’y isang parusa,
Walang humpay,
Kaya dahil doon ako ay umasa.

Noong napaniginipan kita,
Naisip ko na baka gusto kita,
O,
Gusto talaga kita?

Ang gulo,
Ngunit baka isa na naman ito sa aking pagiging assumero. 😓

Sabi ko nga, titigil na.

- church boy

09/05/2024

My bad days turns into good days when I am with you,
Can’t you see that you make me happy,
Just sit next to me,
And I could talk about it everyday,
As every small actions you make,
Makes my bad day,
“The Best Day.”

This doesn’t make sense, right?
Well, I like you and does it make sense?
Of course no,
I can’t even define it,
You’re the epitome of happiness,
Like how you make my bad days,
Good days.

- golden boy

09/05/2024

Life is indeed tiring,
But I am sure in one thing,
It would be worth living,
When a person like you starts existing.

You’re like a ball of sunshine,
Shining so bright,
And even shedding some light in my colorless life.

Oh, I’d forsaken everything,
Even if you haven’t started asking,
Just show me something,
That is worth risking everything,
For us,
For everything.

- golden boy

02/05/2024

Ayoko na,
Ang sakit mag-kagusto sa taong walang pake sayo,
Bakit kaya ganoon ang mundo?
Oh sadyang ganito lang ako,
Kasi hindi ako gusto ng crush ko?

Grabe naman, oo.
Ayoko nang ganito,
Nasasaktan ako kahit na-aattract lang ako sayo,
Grabe ang dulot mo,
Niyanig mo ang aking buong pag-katao.
Hay nako.

- a boy who’s lost in the wilderness

01/05/2024

Assumero

Gusto mo rin ba ako?
O gawa - gawa lang ako?
Ngunit bakit sa pakiramdam ko’y may pag - asa tayo?
O isa na naman ba ito sa pagiging assumero ko?

Hay, kupido.
Ang gulo mo, at ng mundo.
Ako lang ba ang pinana mo gamit ang iyong mahiwagang palaso?
Baka naman, maawa ka.
Nakakapagod mag - kagusto,
Lalo na kapag nakikita mo ang isang tao.

Sabi, ititigil ko na.
Pero bakit nag vi-view ka pa,
Pwedeng bang itigil mo na,
Para hindi naman ako umasa?

Napaniginipan na naman kita kanina,
Ang kulit mo talaga.
Nakakainis ka,
Nagiging assumero tuloy ako nang maaga.
Ang hirap mong magustuhan,
Bawal, pero katulad ng agos sa dalampasigan,
Ang aking nararamdaman sayo’y walang humpay,
At hindi ko mapigilan.

- golden boy

30/04/2024

Lilium

Do you know why I like lily?
Because just like you,
Liliums are pretty,
They have this strange energy,
Just like yours,
That attracts me.

- golden boy

29/04/2024

Munimuni

Habang ako ay naka-upo sa malawak na damuhan,
Hindi maiwasang sumagi ka sa aking isipan.

Ikaw ay aking naisip, tayo,
Mag-kasama habang naka-upo sa damuhan,
Nag-tatawanan at nag-kukulitan nang walang hangganan.

Manood lumubog ang araw,
At kasabay nang ating uwian,
Mag-mumuni muni sa daanan,
Na para bang ang paligid na iyon para sa atin lamang.

Palitan nang tingin,
Kung saan kakain,
Kung wala tayong pera,
Huwag kang mag-alala,
May street foods naman,
Paresan, at iba pa,
Huwag kang mag-alala na baka tayo ay maubusan nang paninda,
Marami dyan, sa daan daan,
Sabihin mo lang at agad nating pupuntahan,
Upang kumain na at tayo’y mabusog at makahinga sa ginhawa.

Ansaya siguro gawin itong lahat kasama ka,
Kung puwede lang,
Hindi ako mag-dadalawang isip na hilahin ka,
Upang tayo’y gumayak na,
Makasama ka lang, sapat na.

- lover boy

29/04/2024

Assuming

Huwag mo sanang masamain,
Ngunit may gusto ka ba sa akin?
Umamin ka na,
Malay mo, gusto rin pala kita.

Paumanhin kung masiyado akong assuming,
Crush na crush kasi kita, sorry akin.

Ang corny ko ano?
Pero maiba tayo—
Miss mo ba ako?

Oops, huwag mo nang sagutin.
Masakit maging assuming,
Iyon ay joke lang na mula sa akin.

- lover boy

29/04/2024

Kupido

Oh kupido,
Asan ka na ba at bakit ang kupad mo?
Kanina pa ako naiinip kaka-antay sayo,
Paki-bilisan at baka mamatay na ako.

Akin na ang pana at palaso,
Ako na ang papana sakaniya at sa sarili ko,
Sayang kasi, happy ending din ito.

Miss ko na siya kupido,
Ano ba ang dapat na gawin ko?
Panaain mo na kasi ako at siya,
Para all goods na.

Nangungulila na ako sakaniya at mukhang hindi ko na kaya,
Hindi ko na matansya,
Pero ang alam ko’y gusto ko siya.

- lover boy

29/04/2024

Salamin

Salamin, Salamin,
Ako’y iyong sagutin,
May lihim nga ba siyang pag-tingin saakin?
Kung ganoon, kailan ba niya ito aaminin?

O baka wala,
Baka isa akong hunghang na gawa-gawa,
Kung ganoon man ay huwag mo nang sabihin ito sa akin,
Sapagkat ito ay masakit sa damdamin,
At mukhang hindi ko ito makakayang paalisin.

Kupido, asan ka ba?
Huwag ka nang mahiya at pumana ka na,
At sana ay kami namang dalawa,
At kung hindi naman pwede, maaari namang sa makalawa,
Mag-hihintay ako kahit kailan pa.

Huwag mo lang sabihin na bawal at walang pag-asa,
Please, maawa ka.
Baka ako ay malagutan ng hininga.

- lover boy

29/04/2024

Emotions

Deep in his face,
In these cold hands of mine,
Heaven knows how embittered I am.
Not because my angel has flown away from me,
But because my sadness are overflowing, you see.

I cannot dare to say,
Because my emotions make me sway,
And my choices of words might be a little scary to say.

I am afraid that I would hurt them,
So I kept it all deep down within me,
And dealt with it alone even if it is a bit too scary.

Is what I am feeling real?
Because it feels so surreal.

- a boy who seeks refuge

28/04/2024

Everything

I’d love to be with you,
If you’d ask me to,
I can even wait for you,
Just tell me and I will surely do.

I may be nothing to you,
But you’re everything to me,
And it’s fine,
As long as you’d let me.

Just remember,
If we would be together,
I can write to you forever.

I’d do anything for you,
Not because I want you,
But because I’m willing to,
And because I like you.

- lover boy

28/04/2024

Isip

Madaling araw na,
Ngunit ako’y gising pa,
Nag-iisip kung tayo ba talaga,
O baka hindi pala.

I may not be able to decide,
But one thing’s for sure—
I’d love to be by your side.

Kaya huwag kang mag-tataka,
Sapagkat gusto kita.

At ikaw lamang palagi,
Sinta.

- lover boy

28/04/2024

Hinahanga

Hanggang kailan kita hihintayin,
Posible nga bang,
Ika’y maging akin?

Napaka lapit mo sa akin,
Ngunit kay hirap mong abutin,
Kailan ka ba magiging akin?

May tsansa ba ako sayo,
May tsansa ba talaga tayo?

Isang beses pa,
Hayaan mo akong gustuhin ka,
Kahit walang pag-asa,
Bahala na.

- beu

28/04/2024

Stupid

What if I missed you,
What am I supposed to do?

Should I just confess,
Or,
Hide it at my best?

I need you,
I miss you,
And I hope you do too.

I hope to see through,
With you,
Or,
Without you.

- lover boy

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