12/08/2023
"Grief in Viel"
By: hL__viel
Tears kept falling down and I don't know why
This grief I'm feeling it's like my biggest fear coming true
Am I afraid? Yes,
Afraid to be alone
Afraid to be in the spotlight that only gives me nothing but fear and sadness, maybe it's true tears that is falling down comes with your greatest emotion, but I myself don't know what I'm feeling in this moment, maybe that's why I don't know why I'm tearing up, maybe because I've become numb to feel my own emotion, maybe the tears that fall down is the only sign that I can feel emotion, and if maybe one day, I stop crying no more tears no more sadness, is it sign that I'm happy or I'm completely numb that I just pretend.
not mine
