01/07/2026
This is me yesterday....
I don't look sick... I just feel sick..,
Thats Lupus.... Invisible sickness,that feels like we were just joking/faking it....😢😢😢
In all of the sudden... Inatake nmn aq ng shift emotion... An daming overwhelming emotion n na gustong sabay sabay lumabas...
Yan tulog mugto face n nmn... Swollen eyes even the smallest tears na d ko alam kung saan nanggaling....
Para ka lng baliw n gusto umiyak....
D mo mapipigil cause the more you resist it... The more burden sa heart anh mafefelt mo....
I just finish cooking carbonara that i crave... I am also hungry then suddenly lost apatite....then palipas oras sa garden by just staring at my plants, harvest few okra... Then just sat there in a while.. with wild mind searching the universe in my head...
Then felt tired,go back to bed, then tears overflow...comforted by my husband in a minute, then i go went on my laundry....still feeling so lazy sa aasikasuhin kong papers, that day...
Schedule is 8:30... And ngpunta 11:30....hahaha.. tinamad mode ang ka Siopao nyo....
Good morning... Thats me yesterday....
Unpredictable circumstances comes whenever my triggered Lupus strikes...ang hirap... Nakakabaliw if you can't handle it properly.
If you're like me.. just share this... Thank you
