22/12/2019
In this one-sided love, you felt the love inside your heart, the genuine emotion for someone, wholeheartedly, unconditional and passionate; that someday, somehow that kind of feeling will be bounce back. Hoping one day, you will also see what I actually sees on the idea of “us”. Maybe somehow you’ll realised what I felt for you is indeed true love.
I kept telling myself that if I truly love this person, I will make myself right for him. I will be there when he needs me. I will make sure to comfort him on his hardest moments. I will be the one who always understand him when times no one will. I will make sure that he feels happy everyday. I will make myself available whenever he needs my companion. And I will make sure that he will not forget that he loves by someone who’s patiently waiting at his side.
I lowered my standards for you. I let you got into my life with distress. I didn’t want to admit you were wrong for me. I don’t want someone else. I only wanted you.
It is really a dumb thing of me to think you would develop stronger feelings for me after getting more texts from me, after spending time with me, after making you as my top priorities. It was too stupid to think that I had a little chance from you.
The feeling hopeless on the uncertainty get me into reality. I am tired chasing you, but it doesn’t mean I stopped wanting you. The chasing game tired me out.
And now, as we choose to cut whatever relationship we had. As we decided to forget our bonding, our memories and promises, as we choose to walk away and pretend nothing happened. I’m glad that you are still happy.
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