01/11/2020
You're the cause behind yesterday's specter - I'm almost certain, I
am blind.
My ego blinded thee, condemned by sorrow. I'm bound to the
outstanding growth, my shambled burrow.
I never felt so vigorous, too strong for your intention - to love and
satisfaction.
I declined to seek what is within you; instead, I embraced what was
behind you.
You were ready to love - I was not.
You gave your all, and in return, the least was that you received.
I was never enough; I will never be enough.
This cycle will ever be so painful. Talk, laugh, love.
Talk to someone, laugh with someone, love someone.
Confess, doubt, and regret.
Confession's the greatest horror, doubt will be the biggest terror.
Regret. The hardest of them all.
The grief was too hard that I fall.
Please, leave me be.
Set me free...
I'm sorry - I hope you're happy.
I love you - please forgive me.
Twenty-nine hundred kept me woke once more.
O'five hundred come back no more.
I left your heart broken, you left me frail.
My love, why was this a fail?
The bliss we had since, where could it be?
My love, why won't you set me free?
Wilted flowers, blackened ash.
Golden bones, set my heart free from flash.
My tears, depressed yellow.
My love, grieve with my sorrow.
The past creeps inside, leave this love aside.
The damage has been dealt, never again this I felt.
Hold on you must. Hold on, I lost.
Beseech thee Cupid. Ask: "Am I that stupid?"
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Deceitful Love: 1/3
"Yesterday's Specter"
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