Palahaw ni Ligaya

Palahaw ni Ligaya I write.

๐—œ ๐—ช๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ต ๐— ๐˜† ๐—™๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ง๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐— ๐—ฒ ๐—Ÿ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ฟ, ๐—ฅ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—›๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐——๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐—ด๐—ต๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟI wish my father treated me like a stranger, rat...
12/05/2026

๐—œ ๐—ช๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ต ๐— ๐˜† ๐—™๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ง๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐— ๐—ฒ ๐—Ÿ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ฟ, ๐—ฅ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—›๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐——๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐—ด๐—ต๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ

I wish my father treated me like a stranger, rather than as his daughter.
You may think I am crazyโ€”my thoughts a little harder, a little farther.
But I am not; I swear this feeling only grows stronger.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So he would not rush me when Iโ€™m just a little slower,
Would not turn small moments into something lesser,
Would not make me feel like time with meโ€™s a burden to endure.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So he would hold the door instead of closing it faster,
Would wait a second moreโ€”just a little kinder,
Like people do for someone they donโ€™t have to answer.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So he would say โ€œexcuse meโ€ instead of brushing me harsher,
Not move past me like I am nothing but clutter,
Not treat my presence like it makes things harder.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So he would offer help when my arms grow heavier,
Would reach for me before I start to falter,
Not watch me struggle like I should know better.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So his words would come out softer, not sharper,
Not thrown like stones I silently gather,
Not echoes that stay long after.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So I wouldnโ€™t hear his voice turn warm for another,
Wouldnโ€™t see kindness flow like waterโ€”
Just not for me, just not for his daughter.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So I wouldnโ€™t measure myself against others,
Wouldnโ€™t wonder why I was made to feel smaller,
Why love seems easier when heโ€™s not my father.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So his anger would feel lighter, not deeper,
Like a passing storm, not a lasting disaster,
Not something I carry long after.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So I wouldnโ€™t ache watching him and my mother,
Learning what love isnโ€™t from each other,
Piecing together what should have been stronger.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So I wouldnโ€™t search his face for honor,
For pride, for warmthโ€”for anything brighter,
And find nothing there, just something dimmer.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So my name would not feel like a bother,
Not something heavy he hates to utter,
Not a sound that lingers like itโ€™s unwanted forever.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So he wouldnโ€™t look at me like a burden to harbor,
Like a story he wishes to alter,
Like a weight he never asked for.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So when I fall, I wonโ€™t wait any longer,
For hands that never seem to gatherโ€”
Just air that lets me hit the floor harder.

I wish I were a stranger to my father,
So I can have the love, care, and respect
That I did not have as his daughter.

I could walk five hundred miles toward the quiet, deep and wide,toward that gentle hand of rest where weary souls abide,...
27/04/2026

I could walk five hundred miles toward the quiet, deep and wide,
toward that gentle hand of rest where weary souls abide,
where every noise grows faint and still,
and even pain forgets its will.

Yet every step that leads me far
is turned again by who you areโ€”
not fear that keeps my feet from end,
but all the light you chose to lend.

For home is not some distant place,
but echoes of your voice, your grace,
a steady flame that wonโ€™t depart
no matter how I lose my heart.

So here I stand, unsure, between
what calls me dark and what has beenโ€”
not brave enough to say goodbye,
not ready yet to cease and die.

And if Iโ€™m bound to wander through,
let every mile lead back to you.

โ€œ๐—›๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฑ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ธ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒโ€™๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ?โ€It wasnโ€™t fireworks,nor grand gestures under city lights.It was a quiet morningโ€”two cup...
31/10/2025

โ€œ๐—›๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฑ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ธ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒโ€™๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ?โ€

It wasnโ€™t fireworks,
nor grand gestures under city lights.
It was a quiet morningโ€”
two cups of coffee,
and my trembling hands spilling one.

The sound was small,
but my heart shattered loud.
Old fear crept inโ€”
I waited for the anger,
the sigh,
the silence that always punished.

But she only looked at me,
eyes steady, soft,
like forgiveness wearing a smile.
No flicker of disappointment,
no storm hiding in her tone.

โ€œ๐™„๐™ฉโ€™๐™จ ๐™ค๐™ ๐™–๐™ฎ,โ€she said.
โ€œ๐™’๐™šโ€™๐™ก๐™ก ๐™˜๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ž๐™ฉ ๐™ช๐™ฅ.โ€

And she didโ€”
gently, patiently,
her fingers brushing mine,
like she was rewriting
everything my past had bruised.

Thatโ€™s when I knew.
Love isnโ€™t always loud.
Sometimes, itโ€™s the quiet act
of staying soft
in a world that taught you hardness.

Sometimes,
it's the gentle touch
that teaches you no longer have to flinch.

Itโ€™s the hand that cleans the spill
instead of making you pay for it.

To never wake againโ€”thatโ€™s what I whisperedwhen I opened my eyes to the dark.The silence was deafening,the air pressed c...
26/10/2025

To never wake againโ€”
thatโ€™s what I whispered
when I opened my eyes to the dark.

The silence was deafening,
the air pressed cold against my skin,
bruising me in its quiet rage.

My body burned, yet sweat froze upon it.
This roomโ€”once a cradle of peaceโ€”
turned into a tomb,
a shrine for a restless body.

โ€œWhy meโ€ฆโ€ I asked the hollow air.
The floor began to sink,
and red water bled through the tiles.

โ€œItโ€™s coming.โ€

I did not move.
It reached my feetโ€”
warm, alive,
a pulse outside my body.

โ€œHelpโ€”โ€

But no sound came.
Only the gurgle of the crimson tide,
rising, swallowing,
reminding me of what flesh remembersโ€”
the ache, the wound, the inevitable rest.

And as it took me,
I understood:
there is no peace in stillness,
only the quiet
after sufferingโ€™s breath.

Let go.
Let it bleed.
Let it rest.

Isang malamlam at maalwan na musika ang dahan-dahang bumulong sa hangin.Hinawakan ko ang kamay mo at niyaya ka sa entabl...
16/08/2025

Isang malamlam at maalwan na musika ang dahan-dahang bumulong sa hangin.

Hinawakan ko ang kamay mo at niyaya ka sa entablado.

Magkayakap sa ilalim ng mga mapanglaw na ilaw; mainit, ngunit ang aking kamay ay nanlalamigโ€”giniginaw.

Unti-unting gumawa ng himig ang mga kuliglig.

Hanggang sa sinubukan ng mga ito na kami ay pagkaitanโ€”saktan.

Hinigpitan ko ang aking kapit sa kanyang mga kamay at tinignan siya sa mata.

"๐—ฆ๐—ฎ ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—บ๐—ผ ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ด๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ผ, ๐˜€๐—ฎ ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ผ."

At sa segundong ang mga mata namin ay nagtagpo,

At bumukas ang kaniyang mga braso,

๐™‰๐™–๐™ ๐™–๐™ช๐™ฌ๐™ž ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™–๐™ ๐™ค.

๐€๐ง๐  ๐๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ง๐š๐ง๐  ๐‡๐ข๐ง๐๐ข ๐Š๐จ ๐Œ๐š๐›๐ฎ๐ค๐ฌ๐š๐งMainit ang panahon ngunit malamig ang iyong mga ngiti. Nilapitan kita agad, atas ang isan...
02/08/2025

๐€๐ง๐  ๐๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ง๐š๐ง๐  ๐‡๐ข๐ง๐๐ข ๐Š๐จ ๐Œ๐š๐›๐ฎ๐ค๐ฌ๐š๐ง

Mainit ang panahon ngunit malamig ang iyong mga ngiti. Nilapitan kita agad, atas ang isang tanong na,

"๐—”๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜€ ๐—ธ๐—ฎ ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ?"

Siya mo namang sinagot ng,

"๐™Š๐™ค, ๐™–๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™จ ๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ ๐™ค."

Na para bang hindi na pinag-isipanโ€”na para bang ito'y karaniwanโ€”na para bang naka-programa na ito sa iyong isipan.

"๐—”๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜€ ๐—ธ๐—ฎ ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ?"

Muli kong tanong isang dapit-hapon, isang linggo ang nakalipas. At tulad ng nauna mong sagot, ang sabi mo'y,

"๐™Š๐™ค, ๐™–๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™จ ๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ ๐™ค."

Sa dalisay na dagat ay may bagyong dumating.

Umabot ang unos sa dalampasigan. Nasira ng alon ang mga bangka.

Nagalit, humampas, at pumalahaw ang tubig-alatโ€”tila ba may batang nagmamaktol dahil hindi napagbigyan ang gusto.

Tila ba may matandang nagwawalaโ€”marahil dahil sa galit? O 'di kaya'y sakit?

Sinuong ko ang bagyoโ€”sakay ng isang bangkang papel.

"Hangal! Ikamamatay mo 'yan!" sigaw nila mula sa dalampasigan ngunit ito'y hindi ko pinakinggan.

May tinig akong naririnig, sa gitna ng dagatโ€”sa direksiyon ng bagyo.

Nagsagwan akoโ€”umaga't gabi, walang pahinga hanggang sa ang dala kong lampara ay ayaw nang sumindi.

๐—œ๐—น๐—ฎ๐˜„.

Iyon ang nakita ko sa gitna ng bagyoโ€”ngunit bakit tila ang loob nito ay payapa?

Hindi ba dapat ay may alon na humahagupit, ulap na naghihinagpis, at pumapalahaw na hangin?

"๐™ƒ๐™–๐™ก๐™ž๐™ ๐™–," anyaya ng isang tinig.

Sinundan ko ang direksiyon ng ilaw hanggang sa makakita ako ng lumulutang na...

๐—Ÿ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ.

Kinuha ko ito at buong ingat na inilagay sa aking bangkang papel.

Ang kinang nito ay walang katuladโ€”hindi alintana ang lakas ng ulan o kapal ng hamog. Ito ang tanging pinagmumulan ng liwanag sa loob ng bagyo.

Habang hawak ko ang lampara ay biglang humina ang ningas nito. Taranta ko itong sinubukang buksan.

Unti-unti...

Dahan-dahan...

Ang liwanag ay namamatay.

"๐™ƒ๐™ช๐™ฌ๐™–๐™œ!"

Napalingon ako sa aking likuranโ€”isang... Sirena?

"๐™ƒ๐™ช๐™ฌ๐™–๐™œ ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™—๐™ช๐™ ๐™จ๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ก๐™–๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ง๐™–," mahinahon niyang sambit.

Wala sa wisyo'y maingat ko itong iniabot. At sa aking paglapit, tinamaan ng liwanag mula sa lampara ang kanyang mukha.

Walang sapat na salita ang makapaglalahad kung gaano siya kaganda.

"๐™ƒ๐™ช๐™ฌ๐™–๐™œ ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™—๐™ช๐™ ๐™จ๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ก๐™–๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ง๐™–," malambot nitong sambit habang kinukuha ito mula sa akin.

Ang wisyo ko'y wala na sa lamparaโ€”kung hindi sa kanyang mga mata.

"๐—”๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜€ ๐—ธ๐—ฎ ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ?"

Kusang lumabas ang mga salitang 'yun sa aking labi. Napatigil ang sirena, napangitiโ€”ngunit hindi ito abot sa kanyang mga mata.

"๐™Š๐™ค, ๐™–๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™จ ๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ ๐™ค."

Nang gabing iyon ay hindi ako mapalagay.

Pamilyar.

Kabigha-bighani.

Ngunit sa 'di malamang dahilan ay hindi ko matandaan ang mukha ng sirena.

Hindi ko na ito inisip pa at pinilit na matulog. Kinabukasan, dating gawiโ€”sa tuwing naglilinis siya ng silid pagkatapos ng klase ay inaabangan ko siya upang sabayan umuwi.

Naglalakad sa katahimikang hindi ko malaman kung ang laman ay kapayapaan o mga sikretong hindi ko dapat malaman.

"๐™ƒ๐™ช๐™ฌ๐™–๐™œ ๐™ข๐™ค '๐™ ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™œ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ฃ," nahihiya at natatawa niyang sambit na siya ko namang ikinangiti.

"๐—”๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ด๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ผโ€”๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ถ ๐—ธ๐—ผ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ฎ."

"๐™ƒ๐™–? ๐˜ฝ๐™–๐™ ๐™ž๐™ฉ, ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™ค๐™—๐™ก๐™š๐™ข๐™– ๐™จ๐™– ๐™ข๐™œ๐™– ๐™ข๐™–๐™ฉ๐™– ๐™ ๐™ค?"

Tumigil kami sa paglalakad. Tinignan ko siya ng diretso.

"๐—”๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ด๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ผ... ๐—›๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ถ ๐—ธ๐—ผ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ฎ," muli kong paliwanag.

"๐—ฃ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ธ๐˜‚๐—ธ๐˜‚๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ถโ€”๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ด-๐—ฎ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฏ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ถ. ๐— ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜€๐—ผ, ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐˜... ๐—ž๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—น๐—ผ๐—น๐—ผ."

Nagpatuloy akong lumakad at marahang nagsalitang muli,

"๐—ฆ๐—ฎ ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—น-๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—ธ๐—ผ ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฎ, ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ธ ๐—ป๐—ฎ ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฎ ๐—ป๐—ฎ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—ถ ๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ฎ... ๐—ฃ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐˜€๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ด๐—ฎ ๐—ถ๐˜†๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐˜€๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ด๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ผ."

Lumingon ako sa kanya at ngumiti.

"๐—›๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ถ ๐—บ๐—ผ ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜. ๐— ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ป... ๐—ž๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—บ๐—ผ ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐˜„. ๐—›๐˜‚๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ถ ๐—บ๐—ผ ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฎ ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ด๐—ฎ ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ฎ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ถ๐—ฑ ๐—บ๐—ผ. ๐—ง๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—บ๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ถ๐˜†๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ถ ๐˜€๐—ฎ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ผ ๐—บ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฎ ๐˜‚๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฎ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—ถโ€”'๐˜†๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ถ ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ด๐˜๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ผ ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ถ๐˜๐—ถ ๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜†๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ด๐—ฎ ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฏ๐—ถ.

๐—ฆ๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—ถ ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฎ, ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—บ๐—ด๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฎ ๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฏ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฎ ๐˜€๐—ฎ ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐—น๐˜‚๐—น๐˜‚๐˜„๐—ฎ. ๐—ž๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฎ, ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜€๐—ฎ ๐—ถ๐˜†๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ถ ๐—ธ๐—ผ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐—ธ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ป."

Lumakad muli ako patungo sa kanya at ibinigay ang aking regalong nakabalot ng kayumangging kahon.

"๐— ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐˜†๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ป."

Sa unang pagkakataon ay nasilayan ko ang kanyang ngiti na hindi lamang abot hanggang tainga, kung hindi abot din hanggang sa kanyang mga mata.

"๐™‡๐™–๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ง๐™–?" Taka niya akong tinignan, na nagpangiti sa akin.

"๐—•๐˜‚๐—ธ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—บ๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ."

At sa segundong ito'y kanyang binuksan, lumiwanag ang kanyang mga ngiti, nanlaki ang mga mata. Tila musika sa tainga ang tuwa at tawa na umalingawngaw sa daan.

Tinignan kong muli ang kanyang mga mataโ€”may kislap na ito, hindi tulad ng dati. Mas nakikita ko na siya, hindi tulad ng dati.

"๐—”๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜€ ๐—ธ๐—ฎ ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ?" Paninigurado ko.

"๐™Š๐™ค, ๐™–๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™จ ๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ ๐™ค," nakangiti niyang tugon at sa unang pagkakataon...

Nasilayan ko ang bintanang matagal nang naka-kandado.

Nasilayan ko ang ningas ng apoy sa liwanag na minsang naglaho.

Nasilayan ko ang isang daan.

Isang malaking ngiti ang gumihit sa aking mga labi.

"๐—•๐˜‚๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ป๐—ฎ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฏ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฎ."

แดษดแด‡.ษชษด... แดแดœแด›... แด›สœแด€แด›'๊œฑ แด›แดกแด...ษชษด... แดแดœแด›... แด›สœส€แด‡แด‡... แด›สœแด€แด›'๊œฑ แด›สœส€แด‡แด‡...แด›สœส€แด‡แด‡ ๊œฑสœแด€สŸสŸแดแดก ส™ส€แด‡แด€แด›สœ๊œฑ แด๊œฐ แด›สœแด‡ สŸแดแด แด‡ แด๊œฐ แดส สŸษช๊œฐแด‡.๐™‹๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™จ๐™š.I...
25/07/2025

แดษดแด‡.

ษชษด... แดแดœแด›... แด›สœแด€แด›'๊œฑ แด›แดกแด...

ษชษด... แดแดœแด›... แด›สœส€แด‡แด‡... แด›สœแด€แด›'๊œฑ แด›สœส€แด‡แด‡...

แด›สœส€แด‡แด‡ ๊œฑสœแด€สŸสŸแดแดก ส™ส€แด‡แด€แด›สœ๊œฑ แด๊œฐ แด›สœแด‡ สŸแดแด แด‡ แด๊œฐ แดส สŸษช๊œฐแด‡.

๐™‹๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™จ๐™š.

I whispered and begged against the wind,
Kneeled to every god figure I don't even believe into,
And contained my sobs in the depths of the night.

I held her hand tightly, afraid she might disappear or slipped away from me if I let her go even just for a second.

๐™‹๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™จ๐™š...

I cried harder, holding her hand tighter than before;
Clasping it in between mine and tucking them under my chin.

โ€œ๐˜“๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ต," my mind tells;
But not for myself.

๐™‹๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™จ๐™š!

I finally crumbled and roared in agony.

๐™‡๐™š๐™ฉ ๐™ž๐™ฉ ๐™Ÿ๐™ช๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™—๐™š ๐™ข๐™š...
๐™๐™–๐™ ๐™š ๐™ข๐™š...

I whispered and could only hope that whatever entity was thereโ€”listens to my plea.

"๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐จ๐ง, ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐œ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐?"

Shutting my eyes tighter,
I could feel the walls of my heart tightening.

๐™‡๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š...

"๐‹๐จ๐ฏ๐ž?"

๐™‡๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š.

When sunlight mixes with downpourโ€”would that be sorcery or miracle?

When the sea touches the shoreโ€”would that mean it's longing?

And when the sun sets and rises againโ€”would that be the beginning to an end or the end of a beginning?

๐˜›๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด. ๐˜“๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜›๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ญ. ๐˜š๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ด.

๐˜Š๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ด. ๐˜‹๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด. ๐˜–๐˜ถ๐˜ต๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด.

Pulsating in the night sky as we both finally sleep on a lullaby.

"๐‡๐ฎ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ฌ..."

"๐…๐จ๐จ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก ๐ก๐ฎ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ฌ."

my multo is... all the love letters i wrote for people who didn't know how to read.โ€”all multi-paged letters that engrave...
25/04/2025

my multo is... all the love letters i wrote for people who didn't know how to read.
โ€”all multi-paged letters that engraved my soul through the ink i used
โ€”all the papers I've crumbled every time I start over because i wanted each letter to be perfect
โ€”all the words, punctuations, and even the tiniest bit of ink smudges on the papers i've engraved while my heart was shattering
โ€”my multo was giving letters to every one who didn't bother to read in between the lines, who didn't bother to see what's beyond the piece of paper i gave
โ€”my multo was my letters, my emotions, the chaos within.

๐™Ž๐™–๐™—๐™ž ๐™ข๐™ค''๐˜ฟ๐™ž ๐™ฃ๐™– '๐™ ๐™ค ๐™ข๐™–๐™—๐™ž๐™—๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™‰๐™– ๐™ข๐™–๐™ก๐™–๐™ฎ๐™ค '๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™จ๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ ๐™–๐™ง๐™–๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ˆ๐™–๐™™๐™–๐™ก๐™ž ๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™—๐™– '๐™ ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™จ๐™–๐™ ๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ฃ?๐™Ž๐™–๐™—๐™ž ๐™ฅ๐™– ๐™™๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ž ๐™ž๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™จ๐™ž๐™—๐™ก๐™š๐˜ผ๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™™๐™–๐™ข๐™ž ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ก...
31/10/2024

๐™Ž๐™–๐™—๐™ž ๐™ข๐™ค
''๐˜ฟ๐™ž ๐™ฃ๐™– '๐™ ๐™ค ๐™ข๐™–๐™—๐™ž๐™—๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฃ
๐™‰๐™– ๐™ข๐™–๐™ก๐™–๐™ฎ๐™ค '๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™จ๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ ๐™–๐™ง๐™–๐™–๐™ฃ
๐™ˆ๐™–๐™™๐™–๐™ก๐™ž ๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™—๐™– '๐™ ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™จ๐™–๐™ ๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ฃ?
๐™Ž๐™–๐™—๐™ž ๐™ฅ๐™– ๐™™๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ž ๐™ž๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™จ๐™ž๐™—๐™ก๐™š
๐˜ผ๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™™๐™–๐™ข๐™ž ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™ฎ๐™–๐™ง๐™ž
๐˜ผ๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™œ๐™–๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ข๐™ค ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ข๐™–๐™œ๐™ ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ง๐™ž

- "๐’๐š'๐ง ๐ค๐š ๐ง๐š" ๐›๐ฒ ๐Œ๐จ๐ข๐ซ๐š ๐ƒ๐ž๐ฅ๐š ๐“๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ž

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