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Mahiya ka sa tuwing sinasabi mo sa iba ang problema ng ibang tao. Siguro nga'y sana'y ako na mas tangkilikin ang aking n...
05/09/2024

Mahiya ka sa tuwing sinasabi mo sa iba ang problema ng ibang tao.

Siguro nga'y sana'y ako na mas tangkilikin ang aking nakasanayan kaysa mag bukas o aralin ang mga panibagong bagay.

Siguro ay mas gusto kong gawin ang nais at interesado ako kaysa sa mga gawing kailangang mas tuunan ng pansin.

Siguro ay ayos lang sa akin na mag kulang sa isang leksiyon na nararapat na mas alam ko.

Siguro ay tinatamad nga lang ako,
o dahil hindi ko pinipilit ang aking sarili sa mga bagay na gusto niyong malaman ko.

Ngunit batid kong nararapat ako ng ikalawang pagkakataon, at hindi ako nararapat na maliitin dahil lang hindi ako marunong. Lalo na't mas nararapat ako ng kapatawaran sa mga taong nagsabi, nagpakalat, sa mga taong ayaw kong pagsabihan ng aking mga pagkakamali; aking magulang.

Kung sa siguro nga ay may konting porsyento ng pagbabago, bakit hindi mo ako pagbigyan at tingnan aking aking pagkatuto?

O kung 'di man ay tangkilikin ang mga bagay na magaling ako, kaysa pahiyain ako sa mga bagay na alam kong hindi ko alam, at 'di ko itinatago?

-kilometro

In the middle of “why would i continue writing, if i cannot pursue writing”-ræu||is this growing up ?(photo on Pinterest...
16/07/2024

In the middle of “why would i continue writing, if i cannot pursue writing”

-ræu||is this growing up ?
(photo on Pinterest)

I kept organizing my study table, but it's still messy. I kept cleaning my closet, but it's still messy. I kept arrangin...
11/07/2024

I kept organizing my study table, but it's still messy. I kept cleaning my closet, but it's still messy. I kept arranging my bed, but it's still messy. (I'm not talking about messy room)

-ræu (photo on pinterest)

14/06/2024

Shadowbanned yata ako 😓😓😭😭😭😭

Life's better on saturnIt's 1845, i turned on the radio, hearing the news while i wash dishes while my son is sleeping. ...
14/06/2024

Life's better on saturn

It's 1845, i turned on the radio, hearing the news while i wash dishes while my son is sleeping. Afterwards, i light up the candle on our prayer area beside the living room. I prayed that Marlo, my husband is doing well.

On 1835, 10 years ago, my husband dreamed of crossing the universe. And it did happened, a spaceship led by the Japan forces scouted different astronomers across the globe to study Saturn. But, unfortunately a report was send to the J.S Bureau said that the spaceship exploded, and that it didn't have any survivors.

That happened 10 years ago, and now, our kid is growing up. Together with my family, we prayed that a miracle would happened, that their dad will comeback.

We got married on our early twenties too young and had one child before he fled. I remembered how he still had range on his father for abusing her mother and that none of his relatives came too help until his mothers death. And he thought of building a family on a Saturn, as he believed that Saturn is a planet of peace. And that is want to prove when he would have his own family.

Presently, i'm 85 years old now, and my son is 54 years old and already live with his own family.

And now, i'm all alone in the river where me and Marlo first met. Mesmerizing the past and how i failed to give my son a complete family as i dreamed of.

And i think, Marlo forgot something before living on Saturn. That it's rings are starting to fade, so as our family.

I was supposed to fall asleep, but a familiar voice called my name. Sandra? It's sweet, calming voice, rouse a nostalgia out of me as the person got closer, he kneeled infront of me holding my hands and his eyes where teary.

“Sandra?” he says my name once again.

And it's Marlo, he came back where my breath are starting to disappear. His still look so young, his brown eyes that matches his skin, hair thick black curly hair, his still look like the man i married. While i look like a rotten tomato.

13/06/2024

I'm going to write a short story based on your pages name, so what are you waiting for? Drop them now!! (This will be a continuation sa plugging post ko last time!!)

-ræu

10/06/2024

I can't sleep tonight, i still wonder what we could have been if i gave you those soulful echoes of poems when we where at the ocean, mesmerizing the Blue waves. Would you even realize that you where beauty of my poetry, you where both my endearments and resentments stashed behind poem . Every Sheet of piece given by Bho became my safety space with the Pen i bought.

I do beleive that 's better on saturn, but for some reasons, you made the earth worthy of living. Though words can't fully speak What my mind wants to say, and funny how i couldn't understand this dAmN Notes too.

I already had the Freedom of words, but when will i have the freedom to speak?

I guess i'm lost in my own world.

I can't even seem to understand the Words that I wanted to say.

I'm such a f0ol.
I'm such a m3ss.

i saw your reflection on my book pages, how can you cross my mind all the time, i'm not even sure that i'm crossing your stellars.

I guess It's time to write a new story, if you give me a chance, together we'll have a wonderful journey into the world of words and imagination .

And at the end of the day, this will forever stay in my diary.

Always a girl that bleeds through poetry.

-ræu (please do consider visiting my account, love lot'sss)

HELLLLLOOOOOO!!! I'm thrilled to announce that I'll be posting a short mUrd3r mystery entitled “Rings and Strings”!! -ræ...
10/06/2024

HELLLLLOOOOOO!!! I'm thrilled to announce that I'll be posting a short mUrd3r mystery entitled “Rings and Strings”!!

-ræu

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