Poetry and Life

13/02/2025

But already ends at the first beginning.

13/02/2025

"Who knows, who knows"

Lonely bird sings while he embrace the cold breeze.

Bushes hide even through the night sky,
Hiding from itself.

What a minute to start it. As chapters align
bits if wood chopped every plan, Why?

Numbers all along and this time.

-?? (What a cold midnight)

08/02/2025

"Mahirap at Malungkot?"
(Filipino version)

Sa unahan ng libro Ang siyang Ganda ng simula pero paano kaya pag nawala?
Napatanong ka na din ba? Napagtanto mo na?

Hi! I'm Sean, a pianist which loves music
Sasabihin Ng iba Ang galing, Ang astig.
Pero Ang totoo ay puro lungkot Ang laman ng bawat notang dinadamdam na Akala mo napaka ligaya ng laman.

Buti yung nota nakakatunog pa kahit napaka bigat ng dinadala, para silang buntis hehe.
Pero sa kabila ng lahat kung Ikaw Ang tugtog at musika Ang tugtugin, nadadamdam mo ba Ang totoong meaning?

"I as a Poet which every ink carries all tears"

Ngayon napatanong Ako dahil sa posisyon ko right now, kaya pa ba? Tutuloy ka pa ba?
Nang madinig Ang lahat ng nota.

But you know what?
Ang pagkatanto ko ay Ang pagkakamaling magpapalakas the next day dahil Sabi nga nila.

"Every pain has its own reason, just wait".

Maaring tugtog Ang magpapalambot at magpapaiyak sayo but it also gives Love to you.

"Every music I've played are whispering, how beautiful it is to hear".

-??

10/12/2024

"Ginawa't inasam"

Henerasyong nagdaan
Ibat ibang plano Ang ginawan.
Kabataan Ang naging susi
Sa pagbabagong inaasam

kaibaha'y ano? Kalakasay ano?
Bakit nga ba kabataan Ang pag asa nito?
Tao'y Ibang Buhay
kanilang pinapataas Dito sa Mundo.
Sa bansang kinatatayuan ko.

Pag-asang sinasabi pa noon
na katotohanan Hanggang Ngayon.

Tiwalang ibinigay at parating ibibigay
Para kanino?
Para sa iba't ibang taong tatayo
sa mas maayos na librong
ginawa bago pa tayo.

Paahon-ahon man Ang bawat kaalaman,
Ang utak Mula libro
ay Ang mga kabataang
punong puno kahit pa ano.

Kanilang utak na sing tulad ng
Isang kutsilyo
laban sa apoy na iitiman ito.
Nagsisilbing mga laban sa Mundo
na puno ng mga negatibo.

Ngunit mababago kahit pa paano,
kapag ginawan ng paraan
at maging librong puno ng pagbabago.

Bawat kabanatang iba Ang konsepto.
Na nagmula pa sa mga ninunong
puno ng kaalamang kinuhat binago.
Para sa bagong pundasyon nito.

Kabataan Ang sasalo at tatayo.
Para sa kinabukasan Ng lahat ng tao.

Luhang kapalit Ng laban
Para sa kinabukasan.
Isang punong haligi
sa larawang inaasam.

Nang may Ngiti at kaalaman
taglay ng bawat Kabataan.
Dahil sila, kami
Ang pundasyon sa pagbabagong inaasam.
Mula noon Hanggang Ngayon
ng Bansang kinatatayuan.

Librong Hindi matatapos.
Hanggat may kabataang
Maaasahan.
Ibat ibang larangangang,
Puno ng kaalaman.
Sila'y kabataan, Ang pundasyon
Sa pagbabagong inaasam.

31/10/2024

"Know things?"

Changed it from the light till now,
is it still identified?
Letters or words that are heard even miles away. The stars could hear it too which asked me. Did it change you?

Blank answer as dark as the night sky, seeing it and wonder. Did you get blind or them that can't accept the truth every night?

Oh how nice to know things at, seeing how it changed and blind every spot which we couldn't escape at.

-?? (Good time to know things at)

20/10/2024

"Who's on the line?"

Days that goes, all disappeared like Ghost.
But there's still swords within the distance
ofcourse.
Line we're fighting for, is it for the future? Or just today that'll bring us to suffer?

What a year to start realizing,
Is there really a line between who wins?
Or just used for the other one to suffer from all papers made.

Well, who's on the line?
When competing but still ends up EQUAL.
Does it define you? Well no, it just controls you.

-?? (What Oh What?)

01/07/2024

"I & Limits"

One night with a dream
that felt real.
Is it full of stars that lights up
in my mind? Oh no, it's just another
ocean reminding me about Life.

Throughout the night imagining things.
Imagining things which I've never done
this year.

Oh what a beautiful thing to
start this feeling. On the first day of July
to remind me about this life.

Limits I should remember or things will
come back like last December & November.

-??

16/06/2024

....

i hold my pen, with a thought weighing heavy:
how do i write the depths within
when my soul does not hold the pen?
my body becomes but a vessel
confined by its physical, earthly limits.

if my heart replaced my brain,
eloquence will flow from my lips
and my hands will craft the language of love.

yet no lexicon, however vast and wide,
can capture the fullness of this world's essense,
the entirety of the universe's depths.

as my pen lingered upon the page, a moment too long,
the ink bled deep, staining the pages beneath, like a tattoo.
for i believed the words written on the surface
needed to seep deeper into my being,
needed to bleed deeper and deeper into the paper
to unveil the profound, the agonizing, the potent truth of humanity and its depths.

though, no word is too shallow not to pierce deeply
nor too fleeting not to carve wounds on one's heart,
like ink tattooed on the skin — the stings persist, their permanence indisputable.

yet, in my misjudgement, i've written nothing but an acceptance letter to myself:
i fail to compose anything, for the expanse of this very existence is too vast
and too precious for simple phrases to represent.

i put my pen down.

—irewrites | my pen.

06/06/2024

"Changes"

Things going on day by day,
Trying to understand every single thing
without even thinking the word
'limiting'.

Time goes by with every movement
in the night sky where everything
changes for a while. Well Why?

True feelings getting out, negativity or positivity
Oh wheres the way out?

Intentions getting suffered because of
changes getting on its path
Pi**ed off, Why?

Well the word limitation is just getting "Bad".

(Clear path could break with anything)

-??

12/05/2024

"Space"

Looking at the night sky,
watching things fall behind.
Counting the stars every night, hoping
to get on the track.

But how when I already accepted
word "Defeated" in this life?

Space for a lifetime that no one could give.
Why? Because things such as I who can't understood things. Dark nights that tortured,
Days that pretends, even when I need spaces at the end.

"Defeated" in this book, oh where should I go next?
(Somewhere where no one could find me, but ALONE AGAIN).

-??

15/02/2024

'Broked'

Confused, broked, where everything
tears me all. Fairness? Family?
All is just picky after all.

They say 'Acceptance is the key' but
How to deal such thing that's always
Breaking me?!

Family? Favorites? Disappointment of how
I became to them!
Oh, I've been broked, by not fighting
Over them.

Fairness? Rules? Family?
Oh that's not how peaceful goes.

Emotions hidden, true desires can't even unwrapped whenever I'm looking at them.

Accepting things to be easier,
But how come it became harder?

Darky is missing, over this soul
I am keeping. But kept fighting
By not looking.

But how come jealousy is always coming in?
Me thinking 'Maybe I'm not just good as him.'

-??

29/01/2024

'Rules?'

Commandments had been there,
But why can't I obey every single day.

People says it's easy to do what it's right
Especially when it comes from your heart,

But how come I can't?
How come it's very hard for me
to accept?

The rules that says the truth,
That always tear me up by thinking that everything's wrong especially giving my love.

Rights and wrongs is the thing I know but how come I can't identify when it comes to love?

Father's tell me that I've been wrong
All of my life.
That I am not clean, or confused?

Or I just can't accept the frickin truth?

(Confused about truths....)

-??