26/05/2025
~ they said, βwalang foreverβ.
I thought they're right. But some of people might told me it is not true. You will find βforeverβ if you already find your true love, they said.
I was confusing that time, I was barely questioning myself like how can you say that you're already in the right person?
Way back then, I have many boyfies, but some of them don't fit in my standards. I'm not high, like they are not the guy that I wanted in the future actually. I was thinking also how I accept their courting on me but I was ended it on breakup because I was waking up in one day that I don't have feelings on them anymore (βfeel tiredβ) and the other reason is βI can't handle relationshipβ.
Maybe I'm the one who's toxic or a red flag but they can't blame me. I'm just fell out of love.
But now I realized, you don't need to chase others to love you. You don't need to find always a partner. Because if you want to have βforeverβ, it will exist unexpectedly.
The continuation is here in comsec.