10/07/2026
Do not believe in something that God does not say about you.
Pakwento lang.
It was days ago, when the voice inside my head is becoming louder and louder.
Anong boses yun? Boses ko sa isip na sinasabi yung mga bagay like, Im a failure sa role ko, sa career and sa path na tine- take. At nung una nirerebuke ko lang pero lumalakas ng lumalakas at mas nagiging in detail pa. To a point na ako mismo kinuquestion yung bawat kilos at decisions ko.
And yung mga reels and posts that i looked at that at first mukhang motivation for me, nang magsimula akong i-compare, mas lumakas yung voices. Na ako na mismo dina-down sarili ko. Bakit hindi ka ganito gaya ni ano bakit sila kaya nila, bakit sila parang ang dali.
I'm becoming more down and down na dahil sa pagka-busy di ko na rin masyadong pinapansin para lang magpatuloy. This was a familiar situation.
Nagka ganito na rin ako last year and it was one of the lowest point in my life. To a point na binabangungnot na din ako na napapasigaw na lang.
And the same thing happened days ago nung nararanasan ko ulit ito.
Not only I'm becoming more down. But I also started believing the lies that is not helping at all.
One night, after a tiring day bumalik ako sa table ko to work. Natutunan ko rin i-shut down na lang itong mga voices na to para magfunction pa ko professionally sa work.
Pero yung inaakala kong usual time ko to work, biglang nag-iba.
Kasi pag bukas ko ng ipad ko to start working, sa app na ginagamit ko to work ay merong photo ng daughter ko. With a message that my wife wrote.
An encouragement that they see how hard I work and that they are cheering and praying for me."
And I just cried.
Kasi ako mismo di na naniniwala sa sarili ko at that time. But that message was a paalala that even though life right now is not where I want it to be, there was still people in mylife who believes in me.
That made me think of God. And what He is trying to say to me.
I went back in reading His word, listening to intently sa mga sermon and started limiting my screen time.
Made me realize na kinukuha na pala ni Lord attention ko. Na no matter how hard my days were hindi yun excuse for me not to spend time with my Lord and Savior.
Na kaya lumakas yung boses ko kasi di na ko nakaka-kinig sa boses ng Diyos ko.
Na mas lumakas yung lies na binabato ng enemy at ng mundo at nireredirect yung attention ko away from God's truth.
So Bes, nashare ko lang to kasi gaya ng mga pinagdaanan ko rin dati, baka may isa o dalawang kailangan maremind na the more we listen to the lies ng mundo the more na nagiging truth ito para sa atin.
Kaya paalala ito na huwag na nating hayaan na mas lumakas yung boses ng kaaway we should fill our minds with things that are true, honorable, pure and worthy of praise. His truth is always greater than our fears and failures.
For more paalalas, Read your Bible.
