29/11/2025
๐จ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐๐ง ๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ข๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐๐๐
ENTRY #5 โ โ๐ ๐ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐น๐ฑ๐ต๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ'๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐น๐ ๐๐ถ๐ณ๐ฒโ
by ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ ๐ญ. ๐๐ฎ๐๐ป๐ผ, BSED-ENG 2
Medium: Ballpoint
The fifth entry for ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ป ๐ฆ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น 2025 pulls us back into the horrors of childhoodโwhere fear becomes familiar, and the monsters we tried to escape grow into shadows we learn to live with.
"๐๐ฒ ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ก๐จ๐จ๐'๐ฌ ๐๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐๐," This is the moment I finally achieved ๐บ๐๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ด, the terrifying realization that the dark entities, the multo of my childhood, were not passing nightmares but a permanent, ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐บ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐ถ๐๐.
The constant presence of the doll-face monster, my deepest ๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐น๐ฑ๐ต๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐ฝ๐ต๐ผ๐ฏ๐ถ๐ฎ, is right at the center, consuming the scene. Next to it, the blonde figure, who represents the ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ด๐ถ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐๐น๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฒ, is trapped and overwhelmed, symbolizing the inner self being consumed by this fate.
This entire struggle is the ๐ด๐ฟ๐ถ๐บ ๐ณ๐๐น๐ณ๐ถ๐น๐น๐บ๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ป ๐บ๐ถ๐๐ต๐ถ; the desire to stop fighting and finally understand the ๐ป๐ฎ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐บ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐. This artwork is the unsettling culmination of that awareness, turning what should have been an isolated horror into my settled, terrifying daily life.
๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐๐ญ๐๐ก๐๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ค?
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๐ฏ๐ข๐ ๐ฟ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ & ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
