27/02/2021
Coming up to the end of our Q season I'm keen to release some of my writings! Very blessed to have had this opportunity as part of the Fringe festival and Q Theatre's Summer at Q. Hope you're all doing well, have a great weekend, ka pai, cheers,
Sean
"This is half of how I take care of myself during this piece. My decompression is a pointed stream of consciousness instead of a free flowing train of thought, jumping from track to track, it is well and truly shackled to one pair rails. As it trundles along it burns the thoughts that have accumulated in my head, weighed down and pressed into coals by the weight of each other. Once processed: my mind is freer.
My other process is proactive instead of retroactive. This process is designed to keep me healthy and safe for long stretches of the piece (my ideal style). It is much like a filter. Anything anyone ever says to me in the space can be chalked up to one of three categories: firstly, it could be honest, which I laugh at because it's beautiful. A celebratory laugh. Glad someone felt safe to be honest and wanted to share with me. Secondly: it could be fun. Something fun can be any kind of play in the space; testing the rules of the room and those of the amnesty (a popular one is playing with the chairs and my glasses). It is in this category that dark humour or inflammatory comments fall. Comments deliberately looking for a nervous laugh is a form of play, testing me, and I think that's beautiful. People feeling encouraged to engage with weird performance art.
Finally, sometimes people say things that are genuinely funny. Everyone has their own specific sense of humour that they put in their speech and if you're listening enough you can catch it and laugh along. Without any obligation to respond except for laughter I can more easily distinguish when people share moments of their humour because I'm not putting energy into thinking of the wittiest or most relevant response.
When you think about it like that, it's easy, huh?"