09/09/2023
HELP
I read books a lot. Alot .
And novels carries the majority. Why , Because I want to improve in my vocabulary , I want to be able to express myself . I want to be able to express emotion,give detailed description on anything.
But I don't know why I still find it hard to do so ,still find it hard to express things.
I write stories , short ones . Just like synopsis or description of the storyline.
When I really want to write the story in full , like that of a novel , you know novels are always detailed . That's why we have 100,200,300 chapters and so on.
But me ,I always get stuck at the 2nd chapter . Maybe the step/system I follow is wrong .
I stop , thinking I will start when the inspiration and the energy is back. But no ,never,it is not coming ,it's there but it's not coming forward . The story is there looking me in the eye .
I get frustrated at times because it happens all the time , I have so many unfinished story which are only on the synopsis/description level. Because I don't want to forget them . Maybe somewhere in the future I will build on them .
Sometimes I think maybe am not made to write stories but make them , imagine them and tell them.
I was even thinking though, what if....what if I am just lazy ,but am not .not at all.
If there is a way to get out of this , you can stretch an helping hand.
Or if they are developers that helps in developing stories just through description at all. I think its going to be okay .
And if they are none then am going to create something that deals)helps imaginators and developers . I think that's a good Idea.
God help me through .
°peace™
°lydiason™