10/04/2023
I COLLAPSED IN CHURCH (EP4)
I looked on earth again, my daughters were still praying in tongues, searching what was going on in the spirit realm. My sons were banging the doors of heaven with their prayers and violent faith, as young as they were. They had faith that I would be okay and come back to them.
I had taught them that God ALWAYS answered the prayers of the godly.
Who would explain to them that sometimes, God doesn't answer us, at least not in the way we want Him to.
I wasn't coming back to life.
God wasn't going to answer the prayer we all knelt down to pray that evening before heading to church and it hurt badly.
I had envisioned their future, with me in it and vice versa - Their graduations, career success, weddings, and my grandchildren.
God had promised me and my children so much. He said He would take us to greater heights than we ever imagined. He had said that He would give us testimonies that would baffle people.
But, WHAT IS THIS?!
By this time, one of my twin daughter who was alone holding me in the car, caressed my hair softly and I heard her sobbing, "Mama, you can't go now. God please. Mama you haven't attended our weddings or seen your grandkids.God please help us"
My other daughter had gone into the hospital's restroom, she was looking into the mirror and saying, "God What is going on?"
And God responded to her, "Do you trust me?"
"Yes, I trust you. But, what is going on?"
"Good, then trust me"
I lifted my face to God and said- "I know and trust that you can take care of my children. You have been faithful all these years, I trust You with them. "
The King of Glory looked at me tenderly and said, "Welcome home, my daughter."
Now, the fourth and last doctor had tried all he could to resuscitate me all to no avail. He finally shook his head and said, "I am sorry"
The pastor entered the car back, with my children and said, "Let's go back to the church and pray. "
I smiled at them, they still had faith. But God had already made a decision and I trusted Him with it.
They all went back to church, prayed, sang and worshipped God.
God heard them all, He accepted their worship but He didn't answer their prayers.