01/04/2024
My Letter to Jesus…
Dear Lord,
You came in flesh, lived and felt all that man could possibly term “Unexplainable” for every human probably think their experiences are peculiar to them; thus the use of the cliché “you can not understand!”
But You, You got there, understood them and embodied all ; My fears, my cares, my tears, my pains, my frustrations, my hurts, the betrayals, the impaired imbalances, the traumas, the darknesses. Too much for me to carry, You bore them nonetheless long before I surfaced here, for I was part of the story, from the beginning of Time and every stripe on your skin bore the mark of those to come live in the Glory of the finished work of The Cross.
I could never had been able to carry all those, I couldn’t even comprehend the weight of my burdens until my time in adulthood, yet You bore them All, with nothing left, You clearly stated
“IT IS FINISHED!”
Now I see why it breaks Your heart to see me walk right back to the very vomits You washed off of me, for Your Blood already did the cleansing of my soul right before the earth even felt my imprints of my flesh.
The very yoke You took upon Yourself, fought through it and dumped in hell, I strolled around, harkening to the sweet melody of Ades, just to pick them up again… Fear, pain, brokenness and depression!
Alas !!!
They are too heavy for these feeble shoulders of mine, these burdens, this yoke. How did you even carry them Lord? It was rumored your sweat was as thick as blood from the groaning of your Spirit to Abba. It must had been severe torture in quite unexplainable forms.
I know this because I feel it when I pick them up in my folly ; The groaning of depression, the rue of my falls, the howl of my hurts, the whine of my discomforts and the anguish of my soul, enough to stop a beating heart!
I couldn’t carry them then, so what in the damning hell makes me think I can carry them now???
I AM SORRY LORD… IT IS TRULY FINISHED!
With Love,
Your Friend, Zahra💚
Ps: I just said Sorry, Jesus I know I’ve done lots of sugar lately, but don’t forget You still owe me Chocolates 🍫🙄 … not to bother about the sugar though, Your blood sure does the cleansing time and again! 😁😁😁
Yea… I love You too! 😉