Arts & Entertainment

24/06/2023

22/11/2018

HOMELESS ME

Waiting for the sun to set
To dry down the rain off me
The surface of my bed is wet
I’m getting frozen
It looks like I’m not getting mercy today
Only I can count the rain
I’m changing into itself

I sit here thinking of me
All I see is a monster made of soil
Everyone run’s away from me
They are terrified and afraid
They want to kill me
They want me dead
I am wanted

I died and I rose again
I’ve been stabbed and healed again
I’ve been sick and I recovered again
I’ve weep and consoled again
I have killed myself and I have come back to life
I have invited Mr. Death to come
He has refuse to visit me

It looks like the day is too long
I worry if the sun will never give up today
Has it forgotten it’s time?
It looks like I’m burning in fire
After all that I have plead
It’s look like I’ll burn into ashes
My enemies’ prayer’s has been accepted

I can’t see
I’ve been blinded by the night
All I hear is the scary voice of my friends
My body cries out to the cold breeze
No amount of rubbing of hands
This cold will never go away

I know no season
Neither do I have any calender
Nor do I know a day
The heaven looks so close
I have been there many times

I have tried to find a home
I could not see any
I try to buy
No one wants to sell for me
A wanderer, homeless me

22/11/2018

I AM ALL ALONE WITH MY PAIN

Standing here all alone with my pain
No one sees it
I can feel the arrow pierced into my body
Just for nothing
Nobody has seen me bleeding
It hurts but won't scream

Everybody is too busy to look at me
With my wound, I heal them
I am ready to fight for them
I take the arrows over and over again for them
I kill myself to keep them alive

I walk down the street with my visible smile and my invisible pain
No one sees it, only the rain
So many creatures on the road
It feels so empty and lonely

Wondering if it's gonna be sunny
The sun only need smiling face
It need an open arms
The sun wants to see me laugh and jump
No twisting of face, just be happy

Still walking so lonely
But here comes Mr. Rain
The rain has seen my bleeding heart
Mr. Rain is ready to hear me
I'll hide those tears and wash the blood away
Nobody will see it, just me
I won't tell your secret
I'm ready to embrace you with my coldness
Just pour it out