31/12/2025
Almost 10 years ago I created this page.
More then a year ago I made my last post.
I have been taking distance...
•From the social media in order to let go of the scrawling addiction I'm aware off. The more I get a way, the better I feel. Still though I'm not yet completely cut off.
•From spiritual healing practice, because COVID have been a boom off realisation for many but not always with the right intention, even if they pretend so.
•From most of the social nomad, the expat community traveling and settling, who think it's enough for them to just come with their money in order to enjoy a better life in a country where most of them don't even try to speak the language. Life is cheap, life is good... Well not for all...
•From consumerism in general: there is now way too much offering, for little demand of the one who are able to afford it.
Over the last 4 years, I have observed how my life style have changed, trying to adjust to the change around me. and how I have been trying to keep my head out of the water...
Trying to offer my service at fair price for all but it's never enough... Too many teachers, healing practicioners... It's for the cheaper you can offer, at the risk to undersell yourself. Trying to adapt to the life style wherever I live, wherever I go,... But never feel completely accepted because even if I make the effort to adapt, my life style and values are différents.
And even with all the best intentions in the world, well, I'm always the stranger. And of course the stranger is always the first one to be blamed for all troubles...
So in between all those confusing feeling I have been and still am going through, I have been focusing on being more present for the one who are there and worth it.
Hear me well, I'm not complaining about my life. I'm healthy, happy, free...
I'm just confused and still on the search of where I'm going.
Because I want to find a place where I don't have to fight all the time to be the better, the cheapest, the most knowledgeable,... I just want to be... At peace...
So excuse my absence. I may be back at some point, or I may just disappear. But I will find my way 💜