15/03/2025
Poem by Malachi Kwenda
MINE IS A QUESTION
Mine is a question
A question wrapped with agony and dismay
Shattering my heart sideways,
When shall I enjoy this hard life no more?
For am not at home but a convent cell,
Exiled by a dowry in my father's hands.
Mine is a question
With a voice gripped with a tone of sadness,
Who shall wash my dreadful body sores?
Dogs chase after me like a thief,
To lick my horrific wounds of suffering
Obtained from a deadly wrestler husband.
It was once normal at first,
But now, an explosion of joy and grace into the air had burst,
For happy was the time I bore children
Now, my heart feels small and weak,
For my own blood is a wife fellow.
I feel nausea not because of smell,
But thoughts of my child forgotten in darkness,
Naked sent to hunt while his fellow wear uniforms.
Please, I repeat, please
Push doors wide open for him,
What he needs is ink to convalescence.
It's all kind of mixed of up in my mind,
Stroking my courage and ego.
Even if I try to evacuate,
I will be back to dark ages again under my father's roof;
Of deserting news, lunching "Bawo"
How shall I tell my ecstacy?