18/03/2017
Dear Mother
Wistfulness, longing nostalgia and melancholy
Explain the type of life I am living now
I can not bare this feeling anymore
Every time I remember the last day I saw you
I feel like stabbing my self to mortality
I wanna follow you to heaven and rest with you
I hate this sad life of crying for you every night
Summers have gone, winters have passed
I thought it would take a year or two
I can't stop moaning over you. I can't cry enough
I seem not to grow over your departure mother
I have never felt such a loss in my life
I would trade my life just to see you again
I would give up my breath so you get yours back
Oh death has so much power than I ever thought
Death beats the life out of me every now and then
It's cruel, inconsiderate, untimely, unpredictable
Death turned sunrises to sunsets in my world
Death left such a painful memory in my heart
Death taught me to hold on to loved ones
Death took away my only mother I ever had
I pray to God every day and night for you
I pray I see you again one day in heaven
I pray no one ever loses their mother like I did
I pray my kids don't go through this pain someday
I pray I stay strong to be what you wanted
I pray I grow into a man she would have loved
I pray I learn to live without you someday
19/03/2017 00:58
Collected from Cornelius Finye Jere Jnr
