20/04/2018
Joy Division - New Dawn Fades (live from the album "Still")
This is my favorite song by Joy Division. It has not changed from the first heard it to the present.
The 23rd of this month is my only brother 'Naohisa' 's birthday which died suddenly on May 12th 2004, the day after my 39th birthday 2004/05/13 8:00.
Since that day in 2004, I have never celebrated my birthday.
Naohisa loved Ian Curtis and Kurt Cobain, Jar · Wobble and Mingus as crazy · I dedicate this song to my beloved brother who was baseman at System engeenier.
My younger brother 'Naohisa' scattered 'suddenly' leaving "his wife and his cute daughter" like Ian Curtis and Kurt Cobain on the same way.
・ジョイ・ディヴィジョンでオレが一番すきな曲がこれ。一聴した高1時から現在までそれは変わらない。
・今月23日は、2004年5月12日のオレの39th誕生日翌日 2004/05/13 午前8時に急逝した我が唯一の弟「尚久」の誕生日です。
・2004年のあの日以降、オレは自分の誕生日を祝った事がない。
・イアン・カーティスとカート・コバーン、ジャー・ウォーブルとミンガス狂いだった・System engeenier で ベースマンだった最愛の弟にこの曲を捧ぐ。
弟「尚久」はイアン・カーティスやカート・コバーンのように、「妻とかわいい娘」を残して「突然」散りました。
May yoursoul in rest in peace, my brother, Naohisa Kitamura. (1967 April 23th - 2004 May 13th) died at olny 37. I miss you, and so sorry....
*New Dawn Fades*
A change of speed, a change of style
A change of scene, with no regrets
A chance to watch, admire the distance
Still occupied, though you forget
Different colors, different shades
Over each mistakes were made
I took the blame
Directionless so plain to see
A loaded gun won't set you free
So you say
We'll share a drink and step outside
An angry voice and one who cried
'We'll give you everything and more
The strain is too much, can't take much more
Oh, I've walked on water, run through fire
Can't seem to feel it anymore
It was me, waiting for me
Hoping for something more
Me, seeing me this time
Hoping for something else