12/12/2021
Dear Love,
I'm writing this letter to you because I know I'll never get the right chance to say these things to you directly.
After meeting you for the 1st time I didn't know what exactly happen, but I knew that something I felt, which I never did before, then I tried my best to get the chance to talk to you & I did talk to you. You don't know how madly I jumped when you replied to my text for the 1st time.
Then time flowed and you started to rule my mind, heart, thinking basically everything. Then one day I suddenly realised that, just the thought of not being with you made my eyes wet, made my heart broke, my mind blank. At that moment I knew that I started Loving you.
When I realised that we can't be together, you just don't know how horrible that day was for me. It was a Sunday. That night I couldn't stop my tears and neither I could tell anyone about it because I kept my love for you only to myself, I didn't want to share that to anyone in this world.
Just wanted to tell you that, my eyes look for you everywhere I go and when I finally get to see you I just can't stop looking at you. Although you might not notice that because I try not to make any eye contact with you cause whenever I looked into your eyes I just realise that you can't be mine, which makes my soul cry.
Also whenever I see you I always try to leave the place before you do because you're going far away from me is something I just can't take. So even though I want to spend my all time being close to you, I still leave to avoid the reality of you're going far away from me.
At last I'll thank God for bringing you into my life. Also I'll never be able to forgive the God, for not letting me to be with you. Remember one thing wherever you go, I'll always love you & always pray for you. I'm sure you'll achieve what you want to achieve in your life very soon. I said a lot but still there's a lot which I want to say to you. I decided to keep those things to myself hoping maybe one day I'll say those things directly to you.
From,
A person who loved
You a lot 💛
~Diyasha
[ " ওহে কি করিলে বলো পাইবো তোমারে,
রাখিব আঁখিতে, আঁখিতে " ]
- কবিগুরু রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর