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A foreign flag came down.Ours went up.For a moment,we believed the hardest part was over.The British left.We kept the co...
15/08/2026

A foreign flag came down.
Ours went up.

For a moment,
we believed the hardest part was over.

The British left.
We kept the country,
and its old wounds.

Caste kept its place.
Patriarchy stayed.
Prejudice learned new words.

So we wrote a Constitution,
not only laws, but a promise
to the people we were still learning to be.

Liberty. Equality. Fraternity.

Three words
large enough to hold a country,
yet still fighting for breathing room.

Babasaheb Ambedkar
saw the contradiction coming.

We gave one person, one vote,
while outside the ballot box
a person could still be taught
that they were worth less.

We gave equality a place in law
before we learned to live beside it.

Perhaps that is why
the simplest test of democracy still fail.

A question becomes a threat.
A joke ceases to be just a joke.
Faith becomes a reason to decide
who belongs, what may be eaten,
where prayer is heard.

And for many women,
leaving home is a calculation:
a charged phone, a shared location,
keys between fingers,
the brighter street, the empty one avoided,
the stranger who walks too close.

The fear is not of the night itself,
but of being followed,
touched, assaulted,
and
blamed for having gone out alone.

We call ourselves free.

But what kind of freedom
asks people to calculate
the cost of being themselves?

Then I think of
Bismil and Ashfaqulla Khan,

two men standing together
before British bullets,

not asking which prayer
the other whispered,
not measuring
whose blood was more Indian.

They understood
what we keep forgetting:

India was never meant
to belong to one faith,
one language,
one identity.

Look at the flag.

Saffron. White. Green.

Three colours
that never needed to become one
to belong to the same sky.

Unity was never
supposed to mean sameness.

And still,
when the national anthem begins,
I stand.

Not because
the promise was kept,

but because it was made.

Perhaps that is what remains:

the refusal
to let the promise
become a memory.

Perhaps 1947 gave us
a country of our own.

The harder freedom,
of making it belong
to all of us,

is still unfinished.

13/08/2026

Strange,

that the same word

belongs to both of us.

A quill.

The porcupine grows one

because the world has teeth.

I reached for mine

for much the same reason.

In the dead of winter,

they huddle for heat,

shifting their weight

in the freezing dark.

They crave the warmth

but fear the puncture,

carefully angling

their defensive spines—

measuring the exact millimetre

between freezing alone

and bleeding together.

I know that calculation.

I carry my scaffolding

not on my back,

but here,

between two fingers:

this hollow tube of ink,

this single quill,

sharpened to a point.

Theirs keeps predators away.

Mine keeps despair

from swallowing me whole.

The only way I know how to touch the world

without being crushed by it.

​Every line pressed

into the blank page

is a spine—

​a boundary drawn in black fluid,

a beautiful, bitter act

of survival.

Perhaps that is why

people mistake poems

for confessions.

Sometimes

they are only quills,

grown in another form.

Because we are all

shivering things

aching for warmth,

trying to discover

the impossible geometry

of staying close

without drawing blood.

So I write

to survive the winter.

To keep the frost

from reaching my heart.

And, if I am lucky,

my quill will not only protect me—

it will lead me to those who understand why I had to grow it.

And when winter comes,

we will make room for one another's spines,

sharing just enough warmth

for our quills

to bleed ink together.

11/08/2026

Some people don't ask where you're broken so they can avoid touching the nerve.

They ask so they know exactly where to press.

07/08/2026

It was never the obvious things. Just the quiet hollow where memory still sits.

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