05/05/2026
So last week I turned 50- it’s almost unbelievable to me and I guess I’m having to navigate through some sort of mental and emotional shift… it all seemed to have happened as quickly as a tinder swipe; and yet, the reality is so much has happened through the very ‘lived’ life that I have experienced so far… thinking back, everything in my life has been an ‘intense’ relationship; with Dance, with lovers, with
Discipline, with Hedonism… nothing has been half measured or balanced…in reality, I’m so grateful for that inborn intensity because it’s meant that everything was and is experienced to the threshold…intensity allowed me to experience Dance, Love, Discipline and Hedonism to full measure which has meant beauty and joy, darkness and pain at full measure as well - and that has enabled 50 years of living and seeing so much … what has really hit me hard in the last few days, is that whilst the journey has been solitary… I’ve been given so much love and care by those around me… and that’s something not to be taken for granted or lightly… so thank you everyone for showering me with so much love…I feel very grateful 🥹🥹🥹 huge shoutout to my amazing and for beautifully managing my performance last week to celebrate my 50th and to my dear sister and son Nina and for giving me a smashing parrrttaayyy surrounded by those that I love with all my heart whilst dancing to the grooves of and …the walk of shame in the morning was well worth it 🙈🙈🙈 happy f***ing 50th to me 💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽 ps image from this year by