02/09/2026
The Music Is There Until It Isn’t
One of my favourite LP Vinyl records is Lana Del Rey’s Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass.
It is Lana reading her poetry over music by Jack Antonoff.
I bought a copy years ago, and the book recently.
Thankfully.
It's is no longer on Spotify in it's entirity.
There isn’t a copy in TKC either.
Someone bought ours and I haven’t ordered another one.
But I have mine at home.
So Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass is currently unavailable to me in two places and completely available in another.
This is one of the odd things about music now.
Streaming has made us accustomed to the idea that music is simply there.
Usually it is.
Until it isn’t.
With Spotify, Apple Music or any other streaming service, we have access to an extraordinary amount of music, but it remains access.
Rights change.
Licences change.
Things disappear.
Sometimes they come back.
A record disappears for a completely different reason.
Someone has to actually make one.
Vinyl is pressed in batches.
When an album is first released, the first production run is what people generally mean by a first pressing.
If they sell out and the label makes more copies of essentially the same release, you get another pressing, usually called a repress.
Second pressing.
Third pressing.
And so on.
There are people who can tell these apart by staring at tiny numbers scratched into the vinyl beside the label.
They seem happy.
Then there are reissues.
An old album is released again as a new physical edition.
McCoy Tyner’s The Real McCoy came out in 1967.
The edition we have listed in TKC is from 2020.
Nobody kept a box of them under a desk for fifty-three years waiting for me.
They made the record again.
Some records are made again constantly.
Rumours has been selling since 1977 and apparently has no intention of stopping.
We sell one.
I order another.
Somebody somewhere makes more.
There is very little jeopardy involved in owning Rumours.
Then walk a few feet further along the shelves in TKC and things become more interesting.
At the moment we have one copy of Jimi Hendrix’s Songs For Groovy Children.
Not merely one copy in TKC.
It is from a pressing of 4,500 copies worldwide.
It was made for Record Store Day Black Friday in 2024 on blue and violet swirl vinyl.
That particular edition was made as an RSD exclusive.
There aren’t another 4,500 being manufactured every few months.
There are the copies that were made.
Some are in collections.
Some are still sitting in record shops.
One of them, for the moment, is sitting in Listowel.
When somebody buys it, I will never be able to replace that exact copy.
I might eventually be able to buy the Hendrix music again.
There could be another reissue.
Another colour.
Another compilation.
Another edition.
But not necessarily that record.
And this is where record buying becomes different from simply listening to music.
You can listen to Hendrix without owning this particular record.
You can listen to Fleetwood Mac without owning Rumours.
You can even listen to much of Lana Del Rey without owning anything at all.
But physical records have individual lives.
They are manufactured.
They move through distributors.
They arrive in shops.
They get bought.
And eventually some of them stop being available.
This is why I occasionally become more interested in the records I cannot replace than the ones I can.
If somebody buys our Rumours tomorrow, fine.
I’ll order another Rumours.
If somebody buys that Hendrix record, I may look for another one and discover that the answer is simply no.
Not because Hendrix has disappeared.
Not because the music is unavailable.
Because those 4,500 records have gone somewhere.
And one less is sitting in a record shop.
Which brings me back to Lana.
Most of Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass isn’t on Spotify at the moment. Spotify still surfaces a few individual pieces, but not the complete work in the way I used to listen to it.
If it comes back tomorrow, excellent.
If it doesn’t, mine remains exactly where it was.
I bought it.
It is mine.
Which is a remarkably old-fashioned arrangement.
And one I have become increasingly fond of.