27/07/2026
Have you ever wondered what it feels like to transform heartbreak into art?
Some people write songs. Some write journals.
Kartika Affandi chose to paint. 🎨
Following the emotional pain of betrayal in her marriage and her divorce in 1972, Kartika poured her feelings onto canvas. Years later, those emotions became the Self-Portrait Series (1999)—seven paintings that trace her journey from love and heartbreak to courage, healing, and acceptance.
Swipe to discover the story behind each painting. →
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First Self-Portrait
"I did everything with sincerity, in pursuit of happiness."
This painting reflects Kartika's devotion as a woman, wife, and mother who wholeheartedly gave her love to her family.
Second Self-Portrait
"What did I do wrong? Why did this have to happen?"
With two open palms reaching upward, Kartika captures the painful questions that often follow betrayal—when trust built over the years suddenly falls apart.
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Third Self-Portrait
"What you're saying is not true!"
This work marks the moment Kartika found the courage to defend her truth and reject accusations that did not reflect her reality.
Fourth Self-Portrait
"What should I do...?"
With both hands raised, she portrays the uncertainty of standing between holding on and letting go.
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Fifth Self-Portrait
"It's unfortunate, but this is what I have to do."
This painting represents the difficult decision to end her marriage—a turning point that required immense courage and self-respect.
Sixth Self-Portrait
"It's not fair!"
Kartika gives voice to the disappointment of feeling that her love, effort, and sacrifices were never fully seen or appreciated.
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Seventh Self-Portrait
"Back to reality. I leave everything in His hands."
The series ends with acceptance. It reminds us that healing doesn't mean forgetting—it means finding the strength to move forward and trusting that every ending can become the beginning of a new chapter. ✨
