05/09/2019
Dear All,
You may have noticed, it's been very quiet on the 'Singing Angel' front lately.
Those who I've spoken to, are aware I've had a very bad year with my health.
It started last Summer with chronic iron deficiency. which, left me vulnerable to picking up the nasties doing the rounds.
At Christmas, I had that awful coughing bug, started to feel better at the end of January, then had Shingles, started to feel better mid March and went back to performing, only to be wiped out after a concert. Every time I've tried to perform, I've crashed out for a week or two and was caught in a cycle of peaks and troughs.
This Summer I had a bout of 'Flu, which, again, knocked me out.
Yesterday, I saw the GP (They've seen a lot of me this year!) And after several tests, they've diagnosed M.E. (Myalgic Encephalomyelitois) commonly known as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, brought on by the Shingles.
Sadly, there isn't a magic cure. The NHS can offer CBT to learn coping strategies when suffering with a bout of fatigue and a Physio consult for 'graded exercise therapy' to build up stamina/prevent muscle waste. I've said 'yes' to both - am willing to try and see if they have a possitive affect.
At the moment on 'good days' I can potter around the house, or garden, or do one task such as a food shop, or pop into town for a few necessitates. So we may bump into each other for a catch up when I'm having a good episode. If I go over and above that, or sometime 'just because' I crash and have a fatigue episode that can last between 1 - 3 weeks. No amount of sleep or rest cures it, it just gradually gets a little better, so I have to be very careful and mindful with the energy I have.
Therefore, it is with great sadness and a lot of tears, that I have to put a pause on 'Singing Angel' At this moment in time, performing is not within my capability.
I apologise profusely if I have let you down, having to cancel bookings etc. It has distressed me a great deal as I love singing for your residents and don't want to make bad friends.
I have and always will be in awe of all the carers I have met on my journey. I hope, in the short time I have been visiting Homes, I have shown here on my FB, that they are happy places full of life, people with stories, laughter and happiness. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.
This IS NOT the end of 'Singing Angel'. It may take some time, but I fully intend to get back to it in some way at some point in the future.
In the meantime, do please keep in touch, I would love to hear form all the Homes I've performed in and know all it well. I miss you all...
Amanda xx
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