21/06/2026
I've loved horses for as long as I can remember.
Not in a passing phase kind of way.
In a soul-deep kind of way.
The kind where a little girl fills her bedroom with My Little Ponies, dreams of Black Beauty, draws unicorns on everything, and spends every spare second wishing she was at the yard.
Then at ten years old, I got my first pony.
Sergeant Pepper.
And from that moment on, horses became part of who I was.
Looking back now, I realise it was never just about riding.
It was about how they made me feel.
Safe.
Calm.
Grounded.
Understood.
Back then, nobody talked about ADHD the way we do now.
Nobody spoke about regulation, overstimulation, or nervous systems.
But horses somehow knew.
Without words.
Without judgement.
Without expectation.
They gave me a place where my mind could finally become quiet.
A place where I didn't have to mask.
A place where I could simply be.
As I've got older, I've realised how easy it is to get swept along by life.
The responsibilities.
The bills.
The children.
The work.
The expectations.
The endless rushing from one thing to the next.
And before you know it, you've drifted away from the very things that make your soul feel alive.
I've done that.
I think most of us have.
We get so busy surviving that we forget to pause long enough to ask ourselves whether we're actually happy.
For me, horses have always been the answer.
Not because they're perfect.
Trust me, I've been kicked, barged, stood on, headbutted, dragged through mud and covered in things I'd rather not mention.
But because when I'm with them, the noise disappears.
The pressure disappears.
The rushing disappears.
And for a little while, all that exists is the sound of breathing, birdsong, hooves, wind through the trees, and a connection that asks absolutely nothing from me except that I be present.
That is a gift.
One I will never take for granted again.
So thank you to every horse that has walked beside me through every chapter of my life.
And thank you to Tommy and BrontΓ« for reminding me of something I think I'd forgotten.
Sometimes happiness isn't found by chasing more.
Sometimes it's found by returning to what you've always loved.
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