Poems

05/01/2013

sat here alone..thinking
why?
why do ifeel like this? why so low?
too many thoughts in my head
making my head spin
pulling me down.teh feeling of emptyness is haunting me
and i dont know what to do about it
my body feels heavy and i feel
i cannot do anything more
dont know what to do to ease this feeling of emptyness and feeling low
like a dark shadow hanging over me
stealing my light,my energy
and one day the shadow will have stolen my lust for life,
my feeling of importance in this world.

26/11/2012

why ?
why do i put myself in this situation
to be trampled on
time after timeto have my heart feeling heavy with sadness
because my love push me away
he dont understand my feelings
thinks im beeing silly but there is nothing silly about a bruised heart
a heart is like a flower
it needs neurishment and light,just like a heart needs tender
love and care.miss that feeling of beeing close
to be lost in his arms
i guess i acccept this
purely because I LOVE HIM.

29/09/2012

in love,fallen so deep
feet first
drowning,gasping for air
trying to reach the surface
struggling to get near the light
then i give up and embrace the calmness
and sink slowly down
into the depth of the un known

09/05/2012

wondering and pondering
why ? how?
how will it end
what will be?
how will it be
questions so many questions
but hardly any answers
hopefully soon ill get answers

09/05/2012

sometimes we dont know it
sometimes we don realise
that we are falling fast,falling so fast
and you dont know how to stop
you just keep falling
deeper
and deeper
now its too late to save yourself
you have already fallen, not on purpose
but by chance
when youve found that special place
where you want to stay
the place you call home.

28/04/2012

beuty is in the eyes of the beholder
there lies the beuty
to be who you want to be
to be acepted for who you truly are
no matter what happens
most important is the friendship that you share with
that special someone
or just to get that feeling of beeing who you want to be
never ever sell yourself short
but accept that people DO like you for your inner self
beuty is only skin deep
and just an added bonus is your outer shell
i know it is hard to understand this is how it all works
but it is true as i am starting to realise
everyone is beutiful in their own way
stay beutiful ,stay you,the true you.

24/01/2012

An indian sat talking to his grandchild.

23/01/2012

better to have loved and lost ,than never to have loved at all.

23/01/2012

23/01/2012

when you see me, what do you see ?
Do you see me ? or do you see someone else?
someone who isnt good enough in your eyes,
someone that can never measure up to your standards
well I see someone that do not dare be themselves
someone who can not stand up for them selves and speak their mind.
someone that needs to follow everyone else.
I AM ME AND I ALWAYS WILL BE.
WHO ARE YOU ? WHO WILL YOU BE ?