03/01/2022
I don't know why I can't get any further in acting sometimes I wonder,
Is it because im not as good as I think I am ?
Is it to do with my size shape and looks?
Is my voice no good?
BUT THEN
I think,
" we'll surely some one would have told me to give it up surely instead of congratulating me "
I wouldnt have had the jobs I have had, they can't all be flukes . skill and talent must have played a part .
There are talented large built actors like myself out there .
No I know I'm talented and 32 years of experience this year has to mean something . I know a lot of people with alot less who have managed it. I shall not be givings up any way I class it as my life work and one day I'll be recognized I'll get there I have to surely, I have and am working hard for it. There's nothing else I have to leave behind when I'm gone to prove I was here