10/04/2026
This is what art related burnout looks like, unfinished pieces, photos on your pc that you have stored away thinking one day you'll draw them, pencils left sharpened awaiting the next time you pick them up, contemplating and procrastinating, wondering if I really have it in me anymore, and then trying again. The truth is, I don't know whether art is something I can ever get back into, something deep inside of me wants to pursue it again, but it's hidden away so deep that finding it is a battle. I don't want it to be a battle, I want it to feel easy.
I've also battled with comparisons towards other artists. I see other artists doing so well and I think why can't I do that well? And given the day n age we live in, art is not something everyone feels they need to have anymore. AI has advanced so much that artists have to argue that their pieces are real! We were the first to be affected by the use of AI. I hope one day there can be a change, but as it stands my passion for it started dying the day the industry started dying. One day I hope to get back to where I was. Until then, thank you for being patient with me π