01/03/2026
Missing
As I hold a strange absence
A feeling I can’t name
My voice, it sounds like guilt
And the silence feels like blame
I hope until it hurts
For a return, but is it whole?
I’m infected by my fears
Agony tearing through my soul.
Lost happiness plays shrill
An anthem on repeat
But my fear is louder still
It’s a volume hard to beat.
I don’t know how to fix
The hollow she used to keep.
So I stand inside her echo,
And love her while I weep.