It's not your fate that controls your life, its your decisions

02/03/2018

F-irst
L-ove
Y-ourself

21/02/2018

My Piece....

We tend to think that when we make a mistake; we can be forgiven, as long as we are sincere enough and wanted to change and repent for the ones we really love.

but its not that easy....
I tried and I admit I am wrong; even you try your hardest to show you regretted it, it will haunt you as she won't be as forgiving as GOD could be... she's hurt so much... can you blame her? no... until that anger will consumed her love for you... nothing will remain, just anger...

Its sad to see relationship breaks so easily as you tried to build that up for couple of years.... all because you f**k up.. then you tried to win her back... but its already done...
its a done deal... its a one way ticket... coz she tried to fix it.
6 months then after that she just told u
she's not happy anymore, as she still feels the pain that you've caused her..kept remembering all of what you've done...

I wish it could've been different if she didn't have to take revenge.. hurt you back.. Ive stayed for couple of months trying to win her back... as I know that it was me, my fault..
its alright for her to hurt me... but if I stayed we both will be consumed by too much pain... and it will become a rage, hatred..

walking away and taking time to heal our wounds is the best possible way I could think of...
They say TIME HEALS WOUNDS... if we both meet each other again somehow and hopefully by that time we can forgive each other and the feeling of pain and regret would all be gone, and I can look at you in the eye; that would be awesome.. and that is as well one of my wish in this Life..

sometimes its not about waiting, forgiving, and working things out... there are instances that it wouldn't work out...
and the best thing to do is just walk away... Heal yourself...
Let the Time do its Magic...
Love is love nobody wins...
Loving someone too much and losing yourself in the process is the hardest part in a relationship...

08/01/2018

TO YOU MY LOVE....

I love you, therefore I want you to be happy...
If that includes me, great!
If it doesn't include me,
I just want your happiness...

Always remember that I'm just a support till you can spread your wings and fly...
I'm willing to be your strength or your glide to reach what you can.

I just really appreciate
you and baby have become special part in my life...
If ever that GOD will take me home before the time we could be together again...

Please know that living on in this life has made it more meaningful with the two of you in it.. Loving an ordinary person who has so many flaws as I am... but trying every single day to get through life...

Know that for every struggle life throws at you,
I'll always be here to help you, comfort you, and give what you may need...
Know that I won't leave your side... If you're weak I can try to be your strength. I can be anything when you need a push I can give you encouragement.

Above all...
I may sound like a tough person..
But deep inside when you're weak I'm weaker as I am your reflection...
When I see you're in pain, I feel more hurt inside...
If you are ill or tired, I just wanna take all that away and make you feel better again...

But I'm just a simple human being, all I could do is watch you, and tell you everything will be alright... I don't even know if I'm helping you in anyway...
but I do not fear as GOD is always beside you...

I know for every tear and prayer I wish and ask of him..
I know that he would listen to my request...
that GOD protects you and baby in any harm...
I could give up anything even my own for the two of you to be well and to be happy...
even in the expense of my own happiness and life...

Life is GOD
GOD is LOVE
LOVE is YOU

23/12/2017

they say:

if love becomes painful
it's time to let go and save yourself....

but keep in mind...
if Love is True
then pain is never
a reason to let go..

👆😒 whoever said that is mad...

10/12/2017

There are two kinds of drunkenness in this world...

Drunkenness of happiness
And
Drunkenness of sadness

But unfortunately I'm neither of these two....
I don't actually know where I stand coz I'm not drunk....
I don't wanna be drunk....
All I know is that you owe this world every bit of happiness you will feel..
coz it will come and collect it someday and you better be prepared for the Pain and sadness.
Pay double for the happiness you've had.

The price of happiness is heavy but worth it they say.

Well that's how the world works...

😊 Just stay strong...
You're not alone...

10/12/2017

STILL Clinging to that so called HOPE...
The very weakness and strength of a Human...

19/11/2017

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03/10/2017

13/07/2017

Reality Stings!
but we must move forward...

29/05/2017

pain...

when you're heart is so broken...
and you feel like the world is getting smaller by the day.
everything you see, you hear, you touched;
reminds you of that awful pain...
like you would wanna run, hide, get drunk; just to forget it...

try to reach out to God,
try to open your heart to Him,
let God heal your wounds,
Just keep on praying and trust him,
He knows if it will be good for you or not...

that wound in your heart will become a scar soon,
and that would remind you how strong you are,
every single human on this planet suffers a heart ache,
you're not the only one,
you're not alone...

Love is like a double edge sword,
either you choose to love or not,
the outcome is still the same,
someone will be hurt at the end of it....
Love is so Good at first its like HEAVEN
but it is so painful like HELL when it ENDS...

But Loving someone for me, even i know theres a lot of work, a lot of difficult situations to overcome, I still am willing and i still chose to continue on loving...
coz i might regret it if id just walk away and quit.
if its not really meant for me, and maybe i just suck at trying my best to be good. then at least i did try it.

^_^

16/04/2017

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