19/08/2021
DAY 90: This may be the end of my 90 Day art protest, but this isn't the end of my journey...
I created this project as a way to express the heartache, the frustrations, fears, doubts and uncertainty that me and my American fiance were dealing with as a result of embassy closure and the covid-19 pandemic.
Our plans to be married and to start our lives together were ripped away by the confusion surrounding visa processing throughout 2020. We began our visa journey in February 2020, and it should have ended before Xmas the same year. When I began to process the reality of what we were now facing, I wanted to express that through a creative platform.
This was a project just for me as a way to deal with my endless disappointment. I was not naive enough to think that my small emotional outlet would be enough to stir change from U.S. Embassy London U.S. Department of State President Joe Biden or Boris Johnson. I just wanted to say how I felt.
However I am ending this project with good news - my visa appointments are booked, and me and my fiance are now making tentative plans for the future. But there will be many more hurdles to overcome in the future - beginning a whole new process for an Adjustment of Status (green card), working in the USA and the restraints of Presidential Proclamation 9996 on the rest of my family.
I am grateful and humbled to those who have sent me messages of support and have shared their personal stores with me, and have allowed me to represent them during the project.
I am happy to see the efforts made by U.S. Embassy London in rectifying the visa backlog, but I am all too aware that for many still in the process the future remains uncertain.
If you are also feeling lost amidst the confusion, stress and anxiety of being separated from someone you love, pick up a pen, a paint brush, a notepad, an instrument, a microphone or just talk to someone...express it in a way that helps you to process the uncertainty. We are all waiting for better times...but the wait will end, and it'll all be worth it.
All the best.