Bodine Waterfire

Bodine Waterfire Creative Inter-dimensional Performance Artist.

I’m so blessed to have found you in this life as who you are and can’t wait to meet again. I love you my perfect beautif...
01/08/2022

I’m so blessed to have found you in this life as who you are and can’t wait to meet again. I love you my perfect beautiful firstborn son.
So proud to have been your mother it has been an honour . Wish I could stay longer . I loved every moment of your life that I was able to be a part of .You will always be a part of me and that part will never die 💜

I will be watching over you .

Hearing about this “hot mom summer “Am I doing thing right ? 🤣
26/07/2022

Hearing about this “hot mom summer “
Am I doing thing right ? 🤣

My boys.The two best things I ever did in this life. I love them so much there are no words to describe.
16/07/2022

My boys.
The two best things I ever did in this life.
I love them so much there are no words to describe.

It’s our 5 year anniversary ❤️What a journey it’s been for both of us. We’ve definitely earned our stripes .
15/06/2022

It’s our 5 year anniversary ❤️
What a journey it’s been for both of us.
We’ve definitely earned our stripes .

Healing is not linear.
26/05/2022

Healing is not linear.

10/05/2022

I’m still unpacking and processing the happenings of the last decade of my life ...Emotional and psychological abuse is no joke and when inflicted by someone you trusted and loved with all your heart it can be difficult to know you are in it and even harder to admit it’s actually happening- the mind does amazing things to cloak the truth- the pain of the reality is to horrible to accept -that this person doesn’t care about you -isn’t capable of loving -never did and will literally suck you dry until you are almost dead. I still cannot wrap my head around such cruelty.
Waking up from this denial was necessary for me to have a chance to heal from this cancer - this cancer that manifested itself within me may have been what saved me from it in the end.
I’ve been working within to rebuild -repair and regenerate this body mind and soul while coming to understand how I was able to deceive and re traumatize myself for so long.
I am healing.

Today I was given an unexpected and thoughtful gift of a beautiful rose quartz necklace that sits perfectly on my chest ...
07/05/2022

Today I was given an unexpected and thoughtful gift of a beautiful rose quartz necklace that sits perfectly on my chest -reminding me how much pain my heart has endured and how much healing is now occurring.
I am being shown that I am healing by all the new and good that is flowing into my life .
The magic is returning.
The heart is resetting.
This body is rebuilding and the soul is evolving .
The dark stain of the past is hardly even noticeable anymore and
In time will disappear entirely.

It’s taking time to fully process the events of 2021. It may take a while to unpack and integrate as I’ve already steppe...
14/01/2022

It’s taking time to fully process the events of 2021.
It may take a while to unpack and integrate as I’ve already stepped into another world of creation and regeneration on this path of deepest of healing and sovereignty also wading through the muddy yet magical dimensions to find a belly button and a new ass.

My boys.❤️This year my shirt was the holiday decor. Sparkle shine and breathe. Everyday is challenging but I’m grateful ...
26/12/2021

My boys.❤️
This year my shirt was the holiday decor. Sparkle shine and breathe.
Everyday is challenging but I’m grateful to be here.

5 weeks ago and now has been a long hard journey. Grateful to be alive.
24/12/2021

5 weeks ago and now has been a long hard journey.
Grateful to be alive.

5 hours over 2 days and a lot of tears and and foul language is what it took to comb out my hospital bed head dreads. 11...
30/11/2021

5 hours over 2 days and a lot of tears and and foul language is what it took to comb out my hospital bed head dreads. 11 days is how long I lay there 7 days longer than expected - having 3 major complications keeping me there...
I almost gave up multiple times and had scissors on stand by...
I am happy I fought through the internal torment and battle to give up as it was so painful a difficult on so many levels .
Am I attached to my hair? Was it about the hair...
This was on step toward the road back from the hell I just endured - a win for me against the invisible wars I am currently fighting.
But I know I will happily give up my insanely strange textured mane if it means I get to live.
Hair grows back but so do tumours...
I am at a crossroads this I know - I saw demons and went to the edge and back on the cold metal slab in the surgical room and on that horrible hospital bed.
I also spoke to God and my ancestors
Nobody could have convinced me a year ago I’d be here now and nothing prepares you for life threatening illness- nothing.
It’s day to day - hour to hour -and self care has to be my new religion.
and everything in between.

Somethings went sideways - like losing a part of my colon and the epidural not working and main management never happene...
27/11/2021

Somethings went sideways - like losing a part of my colon and the epidural not working and main management never happened in the first 5 days / agony was the date I was in and am traumatized by the extent of pain I endured this is jus a part of my getting back to me -if there is a me anymore - prayers are my second language... there is anew update on the go fund me -writing this week was impossible and even now - the meds are strong and my brain in mush . I pray for this world to wake up soon. I want to go home I cray everyday - these unexpected delays have almost killed my spirit and broken my heart.. and mybe my. Rain as ive suffered horrific waking hallucinations and nightmares .
I’m full of holes and look like a cyborg- one more needle is one is too many- I want to come home Please read and or share - send prayers out into the world - please help however you can - thank you - I’m so tired .

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