30/08/2020
Dear friends,
I’ve been thinking about sharing with you why I haven’t been very active lately but I honestly just don’t know how. I didn’t want to make a negative post because we all know there is so many worse things going right now but you’ve been sending me message so I guess I’ll just answer them here.
The past months haven’t been easy for me and for the first time ever I felt like a different person because I couldn’t find my overall hapiness that I always have in me. On top of all the stress and anxiety my body was going through I lost someone very close to my heart and I felt like I hit a wall. But I’m slowly back to my normal self and counting all my blessings. I’m so thankful for my friends for being my family while I couldn’t be back home with my actual family. There times are hard but they’ve shown me so much who I want to be surrounded and who I can count on and that somethings and people you need to let go of. Also I’m so thankful for my little community here for always being so kind.
How have you been since we last talked? I have been thinking of you. After months break, I got back to work and assigments, slowly but surely, last week. I’m about to finish a big project I have been working on since the beginning of 2020, and it makes me so happy. I also finally have little bit of time to paint and draw for you and myself - which I didn’t have in a very long time!
And what have you been doing in August so far? Have you been on holiday, have you been working? In any case, I hope that you are safe, well, and so are the ones you love.
The air is chilly here today, so let me send you some cool breeze - it is moving my curtains - and small white clouds.
With love,
Amber 🤍